I Love You, So Much...I Mean It

For You, Georgia

Creating love takes time and all the hardship in the world, but it's worth it in the end. - Gunique (me)
Georgia's P.O.V

The TV was on and paused at the beginning of a video of some sort. The first frame had a title on it.

' For You, Georgia '

I smiled and looked at Mark. He gave me a smile and placed a hand on my shoulder.

"Mark...I have no idea what to say"
"It's ok Georgia. The video hasn't started and you looked shocked"

I giggled and gave Mark a hug. He hugged back and guided me to the couch. I sat down and he pressed play. The video began with the time Mark filmed me a few days after I came to America. I was drinking my hot chocolate with a spoon.

"Georgia, why are you drinking with a spoon?" Mark said
"Because it's nice"
"It ain't natural"
"But I like chocolate"

I remember that time and it was a nice memory. Then it cut to different videos but that wasn't the thing that made my heart mentally cry. It was the song. The song that was playing was Sad Song by We The Kings. A video popped up that I loved.

"Say hello to the tickle monster!" Mark dramatised
"No! Not the tickle monster!" I fake cried

Mark tickled me a lot as I laughed and smiled. Who was filming at that time. That question was answered when Mark turned to the camera.

"Did you just seriously film that?" Mark asked
"Yep" Matthias chuckled
"Turn it off please"
"But it's so cute!"
"Seriously"
"Fine, be a party pooper then"

I giggled at that memory and so did Mark. I looked over to him as he watched the video. I looked back to see a clip where I was behind the scenes with the Cyndago guys. When Daniel was still alive. Ryan and Daniel picked me up and dropped me onto a big mattress. This was a request that I wanted during filming a skit. I was widely smiling before it died down a bit.

As the music went on and then a clip of me sleeping on Mark showed up. I leaned against Mark as I watched him stroke my hair in the video before he drop dead fell asleep. I giggled and Mark lean't closer to me. I loved the song that he chose and he knew it too. A video popped up of our first filmed kiss. It was a private video of course but it looked so romantic in the shot.

I heard Mark sniffle and wipe a tear from his eyes. I hugged Mark and stayed like that. Mark returned the hug and we kept on watching the video. It went from Youtube videos we have been in to public appearances and private videos, I am pretty sure there were videos that everyone else had on their cameras. Mark went to this amount of trouble just for me.

But then there was a change of music. It was a sweet kind of song with heart. Then a clip with voice appeared

"Hey Mark, you got something to say?" I questioned in the video
"You look beautiful Georgia"
"Aww, that's so sweet Mark"

You have always made a change

I heard Mark's over being serious but delightful. I went wide eyed as I heard his speech while other clips on silent played, music in the background.

You have always made people smile and I don't regret loving you. People said that it could never work, fans always tried to get in the way but society has no idea about you, me, both of us. I have loved you since the beginning. Whether it was like a father, or a lover, I have always loved you...and I still do.

You have taught me so many things yet being like a jigsaw puzzle. We suffer from so many horrible events but that doesn't stop me from loving you. That doesn't stop us from being us. It was hard to open up to you. I have always wanted to tell you how much you mean to me.

Georgia Shania Cartner, you have changed me, Mark Edward Fischbach and made me into a man I never thought I would be in my lifetime. A man who would defy the odds of everything that blocked the way...

...to the meaning of true happiness.

That's why I love you. I know, I could have any girl I wanted because they worship me. But I don't want that type of girl. I want a girl who will love me for my imperfections. A girl who doesn't care about my stupidity in public. A girl who will look up and be free to love me without the worship. And most importantly, I want a girl who will love me for Mark Edward Fischbach, not for any other identity I take.

Luckily for me, I found that girl. Because there is only one girl who is like that.

That girl is you, Georgia.

I Love You, So Much.

It's okay if you don't return the feelings. I haven't been the best man. I know how precious those words are to you. But I want you to find someone. Someone who can love you, protect you and stand by your side. It doesn't have to be me, it could be anyone. I just want you to be happy.

But I said those five words to you because it's the truth. You may or may not love me in that way, but if you do and you're scared, I will wait for you. It takes time to create love. I will wait for you, no matter how long that may be. My love to you is something that I don't want to let go. And if you were gone...

...I would still wait for you.

The video ended and I turned to a tears eyed Mark who looked at me. I wanted to cry with joy but I couldn't. So I kissed his lips and he kissed mine.

Mark really does love me.
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Aww, the feels! The song for Mark's speech is in the media box. Thanks and Smilies!