Janie and Jack

23: Better off alone

"I'm glad you chose who you want to be with now" I smirk

They both scramble to get their clothes as I closely watch them.

"It's not what you think, Janie" Hunter jumbles his words.

I see a hot mess gone wrong and the tears begin to pour. But why? Why am I crying to the fact that Oona and Hunter slept with each other in my bedroom. Oh that's right, that's because I trusted him with my heart and he screwed that one up. Big time! No wonder why I was so scared of commitments.

"I-I have to go" I step out of my room. I need to go somewhere far from here and fast.

"Janie, please hear me out!" Hunter calls out

I get to my car and drive to the nearest park I could find. I need to get this situation out of my head immediately! How? How could he do it? Especially to me!

I began to cry at the top of my lungs until I couldn't hold it any longer. Relationships plus Janie equals chaos. I should have known he was like any other guys l, he was just every one of them, dumb and foolish.

If only the time could rewind then I wouldn't have to go through this. Who would have known?

My phone begin ringing so I decided to shut it off for now. Who would have known that the two of them would be sleeping with each other. Huh?

This day couldn't of have gotten worse. First Jack and Oona get into a fight now I come home to see that my "boyfriend" was sleeping with another girl. Pfffff as if I thought my love life would get any better! I am so done with these dumb relationships and trying to look for love. I am pathetic.

My shirt becomes drenched in tears and I decided from this point on I will never get into a relationship again. NEVER EVER! It amazes me how Hunter tried to explain himself. Should I let him explain himself? These thoughts will never leave my mind if I continue to push them away.

Maybe I should just focus on myself and my job. I have everything I ever wanted in my life, right? Why am I lusting for love when love isn't the thing for me? If I keep chasing after things that don't make me happy why should I give up my time and space for someone. That's right! I wanted to try to forget my stupid crush and guess what! When I did try to do that I ended up here. Heartbroken. Lost and speechless that my boyfriend of not even a week in, slept with my best friend's fiancee. Terrific!

I gather up my thoughts and decide to just book a trip to a place where no one could find me. Maybe I should just go to Cancun? France? In state? Canada? I just need to escape foe a while then I could finally break free from all this stress. I will miss my student but right now I need somewhere to go where I won't have to discuss with a person in reality.

At the end I decided to just book a hotel and go to work from there. I can't really take a vacation in the middle of the school year so I'll just have to wait. I'll just go to work, go to the hotel and continue from that. This will work, I just know it! I won't stay after school, I'll just plan from the hotel. If no one finds me then I will be okay! I just need time to myself... right? I'm better off alone.

 A/N:

HELLO EVERYONE! I'M BACK!!! I'M SO SORRY I'VE BEEN GONE FOR A WHILE... BUT I JUST WANT TO LET YOU KNOW THAT I'M DONE WITH SCHOOL SO I HOPE TO BE WRITING MORE!! I REALIZE I CANNOT LEAVE THE STORY LIKE THIS SO PLEASE BARE WITH ME!! I'M TRYING TO GET USED TO THIS SO IT'LL BE A WHILE. IF YOU LIKE THE STORY PLEASE VOTE,COMMENT AND FOLLOW ME FOR MORE STORIES AND UPDATES!! MUCH LOVE, Xx - Sheyanne