Train wreck-A Rucas and Joshaya story

Chapter17:

Maya's POV

Farkle was walking over to me and when i looked up he was standing next to me looking down at me. I was sitting on a tree log and he sat next to me.
'Hey maya erm I saw' hey stated next to me. I froze and pretended not to hear.
'Maya! I saw you!'
'What are you talking about Farkle? You didn't see anything okay' i answered with warning in my voice
He looked nervous but continued
'Maya i saw you and Lucas! I wont say anything butt how could u hurt riley like this?! You are supposed to be her best friend'
'Okay Farkle i know i did bad no need to remind me'
'Its okay maya you kist care about him'
I leaned forwards right into his face and warned him 'i will kill you' i was ready to do it too but then i just sat there and we were both close together our faces almost touching and our breath tickling each-others faces. We both leaned forwards and almost kissed and i couldn't help but wonder what his lips would taste like but then Smackle stood behind us and ran away crying. What have i done first Lucas and now almost Farkle i thought i loved josh? No i do love josh I'm just confused away from home and need my friends. Farkle ran after Smackle to speak to her but couldn't find her anywhere so he came back to everyone else. Josh had gone to look for Smackle because everyone was worried. Lucas and i kept exchanging looks and Farkle was staring at me constantly and then glancing at Lucas. We all looked at riley worriedly incase she had caught on why we were looking at each other but she just sat making a flower headband from the different kinda of flowers she found in the woods. I felt so sorry for her she was being her happy self and i have done that with her boyfriend and Farkle knew but was keeping it a secret we are all terrible friends and we don't deserve her. She had finally stopped questioning us but we had to be careful, she couldn't find out she just couldn't it would kill her. Her best friend and her boyfriend and her other best friend knowing about it. And then theres josh i finally have him and he finally loves me back and i have just done that! Im disgusted by myself although josh has been acting strange today. He didn't see he couldn't have or else he would have said something...

Please don't be angry that i made maya the bad guy she wont be the only one causing trouble... Next chapter might be introducing a new ship!!! Hope you like! Xxx