Train wreck-A Rucas and Joshaya story

chapter 18:

I love this song so just thought I would put it in my story. It kinda connects with it because there is a lot they don't know and they will need to keep there eyes wide open to figure out there feelings. Also the part about moments and not wanting to miss a second, there are a lot of moments in this book. Many to come. Enjoy reading and comment please.

SMACKLE POV

I thought me and farkle were made for each other, when we touched our energy's converged and I felt a connection. Even if he would always say that we were too alike and so couldn't be together. I knew either Maya PR Riley would get on the way of what we had somehow but I cannot cry over a boy I just wont.! But this isn't any boy this is farkle, the love of my life. Or so I thought before I walked in on his and Mayas moment. Ugh they so weren't meant for each other he is to intelligent and I have to shoe him that.

Smackles plans raced through her mind and she was blocking everything out so much so that she hasn't heard or seen him walking towards her. It wasn't farkle as she had hoped, why didn't he come?! Josh walked over to SMACKLE and placed his hand on her shoulder, she jumped without realizing. He lifted his hands up in the air and spoke in a gentle voice that was kind of dream. No stop it smackle, to smart to fall for him she thought to her self.

'Its okay, if just come to check on you' he whispered
'Oh erm I'm fine. Wait aren't you Mayas boyfriend?' I asked interested.
'Yeah why do you ask?' He answered suspiciously

I could spill to him about her and farkle, I could have him for myself again I...I oh no I was lost in his eyes I couldn't speak, it was like my brains turned of!
'Never mind' I sighed
He gave me a concerned look and he looked really cute. But wait what am I saying?! I am smackle I cannot and will not fall in love with this handsome, kind, gentle dreamboat of a boy. Oh no its happening! What have I done I let my guard down I had only ever done that for farkle.

'Well we should probably be getting back to the others' he told me whilst rubbing the back of his neck and showing a slight, shy smile. Oh how hot he looked! Smackle! I scolded myself what was I thinking?! He would never go for me, no one ever does. I stand up and walk with him sighing at my thoughts.

I really don't know where I'm going with this? Just gonna try it put and if it doesn't work I'll end there ship just wanna see the new problems this causes. Like what if nobody ends up with there supposed to?! Well we will all find out soon.