Train wreck-A Rucas and Joshaya story

chapter 19

Josh's POV:

That smackle was like really staring I felt kinda uncomfortable so we left to find the others. I really really like Maya but she was acting odd all of the time I decided it was time we had a chat. It was clear I had made a mistake...

I spoke to Maya about go off somewhere and she agreed so I took her hand and lead her away. We were in a peaceful place where we could talk privately. She smiled at me 'gosh I love her smile' I think. Oh this is gonna be so hard to do.

'Maya'
'Josh?'
'You know I like you and I know you like me.'
'Yeees?' She asked curious
'But I was right, the age is a problem okay this is hard for me but you don't understand your feelings.'
Maya looked heartbroken,her face instantly dropped  'please josh I do understand I love you!'
'But your not in love with me Maya' I said gently
'Please I...I am'
'You are what?...'
'I am in l.lo'
'See you can't say it because you aren't in love with me'
'Yes I am trust me I'm not the same when I'm with you, I am happier. Don't tell me I'm wrong! You can't tell me how to feel cause I'm telling you if I'm too young to Fall in love then why do you keep running through my brain and if I'm to young to know anything then why do I know I'm just not the same!' She was crying heavily now and it was breaking me but I had to stay strong.
'I'm sorry Maya ' I said and I tried to walk away but she grabbed my arm and whispered ' I'm not to young' then she let go and walked away with tears rolling down her cheeks. 

I felt so bad. I just broke the girl I loved, the girl I was in love with, the girl I still am and always will be in love with. My Maya gone...

Short chapter but you get where I'm going. The song above by Sabrina herself inspired me for this as you can probably tell from the words in this chapter. I kinda had an idea of this is where I wanted to go before I listened to the song but as I was writing the song came on my playlist and really got me into the chapter.

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