Letters To: Gray

ch. 7

Dear Gray,

I want to give up,

Everything is starting to become unbearable

Mom says it's time I get over you.

Daniel is asking  questions because I'm always so sad.

I can't keep going like this.

Why wasn't I enough for you?

I tried so hard!

I changed for you,

And you left.

Do you know how much this hurts?

I can feel my heartbreak every morning

That I wake up without a text from you.

Every morning that I wake up knowing

That I'm not going to see you later.

It feels like someone is ripping my heart

Out of my chest repeatedly.

It's torturous..

Please Grayson,

I thought these letters would help.

I thought they'd make me better

But they only make it worst.

I need you.

I'm slowly suffocating without you,

And soon...

It might be to late.

I have to go.

I love you,

Alana