Letters To: Gray

ch. 10

Dear Gray,

I think I'm getting better.

It's been a two and a half months

since my last letter to you.

I don't cry when I hear your name anymore.

I've actually smiled a couple times this month.

It doesn't hurt as much

To wake up without you.

But I'm still hoping that one day

I'll wake up with a text from you,

Saying how sorry you are.

Not because I miss you but,

Because I hope you regret letting it end

The way it did.

I hope you remember our relationship like I did,

I hope you smile at the memories we made.

And I hope that it haunts you,

Just like it haunted me.

I hope it eats at you,

I hope you realise you had me,

I was completely in love with you,

And you went and threw it all away.

You had me,

Not anymore.

I have to go,

Love,

Alana.