Letters To: Gray

ch. 8

Dear Gray,

I'm sorry.

I was angry,

I'm just tired of doing this to myself.

Everyone keeps telling me it'll get easier,

They say I will forget you,

But there is no forgetting you Grayson.

No matter how much I want to,

You constantly ponder my mind,

In the morning,

In the afternoon,

In my dreams.

You don't understand how hard this is,

I know I keep saying it.

I keep crying and screaming it over and over,

And everyone hears it, everyone except

You.

Why Grayson,

Why did you leave me?

Why was I not good enough for you?

Don't you think I deserve to know what I did wrong..?

...

I have to go.

I love you,

Alana