Tanisha has had a crush on Zayn for as long as she can Remember.
But then she realises that he might not be as perfect as he seems...
Zayn has a secret.
A book inspired by twilight but this one is beter ;)
dedicated to @ZaynMalikLover93
The doorbell goes I walk up to the door For some reason my heart is racing I reach my handout to the door knob Twist the handle Open the door...
Myheart is still beating loudly in my chest as I look and see... nothing?
I look down and see a baSKET OF BANANAS WHAT THE FU-..
'TANISHA WAKE UP OR YOU'LL BE LATE' I hear my mom scream at me from downstairs. It was a dream? Actually that's not that surprising, why bananas though- 'TANISHA FOR THE LAST TIME WAKE-'
'I'm awake mom calm down!' Jesus, you'd think I'd get some support after my traumatic banana dream...
I get out of my bed (I know, it's a miracle) And put on the first clothes I see, I'm not in the mood to care about anyone's judgement today.
I've been dreading Monday the whole weekend, which isn't unusual. But this time it's because of more than just school, this time is about Zayn. Saturday he was so sweet.. and we kissed... But what if it was just a one time thing to him, he hasn't even tried to contact me. And what if it's awkward seeing him today, oh god what if he ignores me..
It has happened before that I met a boy, a sweet, funny, lovely boy. But then I never hear from him again. Brandon's face appeared in my head and tears start making my vision blurry. I close my eyes to fight the tears.
He's not worth it.
~fast forward to school cause I'm lazy~ ~~~~~~~^don't judge me^~~~~~~~~
'-And after he kissed me he smiled and I literally died' Emma finished her story about Saturday as we walked through the school halls.
'Aww he sounds lovely' Amber chuckled 'I wish I could've been there, but I already promised Justin I'd chill with him'
'And you weren't invited' I added, making Emma laugh and Amber scoff and pretend to be offended.
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We walked into our Art classroom and took our usual places in the back of the room to the left, Emma sitting next to me and Amber say down behind us. That's one of the useful things about being early, you always get the best seats. Amber and Emma continued their conversation but I wasn't paying attention to them. I was staring at the door. Waiting for Zayn to enter, I haven't seen him yet and I want to make eye contact and see how he reacts. Which sounds quite silly but it would tell me alot whether he looks away or smiles or even just nods. There he is.
The second I see him my heart starts pounding. Everything just seems unimportant and blurry because he's the only thing that matters.
He's walking in my direction but unfortunately the seat in front of me is already taken so he sits to my right in the middle row of desks. Louis grinned and waved at Emma and sat down next to Zayn. As soon as Zayn sat down he turned to me, smiled and said 'Hey babe, I forgot to ask you for your number a few days ago so I couldn't-'
