"Louis
I
forgive me
please
Lou"
"Louis
I
I hurt myself
I hurt myself Lou
but I know
that no amount of blood
that flowed from my wrist
can replace all this
madness
crippled reality
Lou"
"Louis
it hurts
please help me
the pain is unbearable
not from the cuts
on my wrists and thighs
but in my heart
bashed to bits
shattered to parts
Lou"
"Louis
it's everywhere
the voices
they're telling me
to go kill myself
what should I do?
Lou."
"Louis
I'm going to do it
I can't find anymore space
on my skin
for new scars
it's everywhere
Lou"
"Louis
I told them
I told them all
what I did
what happened
Lou"
"Louis
th-they told me
to go kill myself
they couldn't believe what I did
I can't believe myself either
what should I do?
Lou"
"Louis
I-I can't sleep
the voices are getting to louder
they're in my skull
in
my
skull
Lou"
"Louis
this silence is fucking me up
everybody is ignoring me now
they think I'm a terrible person
Lou"
"Louis
remember that night
you told me that I was an angel
you called me angel from that day onwards
you said you loved me
I
I don't think so
I'm not an angel
do you want me to prove it?
I'll show you Lou
that I'm not angel
Lou"
"Louis
those voices in my head
they're mine, Lou
they're all mine
you once told me to
follow my heart
I'm going to do that now
Lou"
"Louis
goodbye, Lou
I love you
wake up, please
for your family
they miss you
I love you
I will love you
forever
even when I'm gone
even when I'm dead
I'll love you
goodbye
Lou."
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