Is this how it all ends?
you come find me
the next day
and the day after that
and the day after that
and after that
Everyday, you sit there silently
I cannot stand the sound of you
breathing, anymore
I'm hurting
I'm in pain
Everyday, you tell me you're sorry
I cannot stand the sound of you
sobbing, anymore
I'm angry
I'm raging
Everyday, you hold my hand
I cannot stand the thought of you
begging for forgiveness
I'm sad
I'm broken
Everyday, you tell me you love me
I cannot bear listening to you
telling me lies
I'm going insane
I'm deranged
Everyday, you tell me you cannot forgive
yourself and the things you've done
I can see through your lies, though
but I'm slowly starting to doubt my ears
not your words
The boys come
they beg you to go home
go, to that stupid blonde girl
the one who's apparently
so much better than me.
Go
leave me
I don't want to think about you
I don't want to tear myself apart
from the inside
If you want to stay
so badly
then help me
then help me wake up
Help
me
please
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FanficI'll listen to your cries I'll listen to your sobs I'll listen to your screams and the silence that holds a million words.
