Edwards P.O.V
What's wrong with me?
What will happen if he finds out!?The real reason I left Bella wasn't because of what Jasper did. I was already trying to leave her before then.
Don't get me wrong. Bella is an amazing girl but I have never really had a real interest in her. She was more of an experiment.
I have been asking myself this question for a while before I was turned by Carlisle.
I think I might be gay.
I've never thought myself to like guys but I haven't had any interest in girls in general. And I've had my eye on a certain guy lately. I'm always making excuses to see him and everything. But he's obsessed with Bella.
Jacob Black.
He's a werewolf - an enemy of my kind, vampires - but I can never bring myself to hate him. I know my family won't approve and he won't feel the same but it needs to be done. I've already decided.
I'm going to tell him how I feel. If he doesn't feel the same I'm going to go to Alaska. If he does then we'll work from there.
I snuck out of the house and ran at vampire speed to Jacob.
His mind intrigues me. His looks appeal to me. His personality is weird. I can never get him off my mind. I'm going to finally do something about it today.
I already masked my scent with something Carlisle told me werewolves can't detect so I should be okay for a while.
I quietly made my way to the room that smells like Jacobs there. I look down at the sleeping figure on the small bed. Jacob had only black boxers on and the blanket was covering around his waist. I trail my eyes up to his face and see he has his mouth open and snoring slightly while his nose would scrunch up every once in a while. I smiled down at him a kneeled on the floor next to the bed.
I peeked in his mind at his dream being curious as I am. But I certainly didn't expect what I saw.
•Jacobs Dream• Still Edwards P.O.V
I was standing on a beach with only Jacob and another me on it.
I walked closer to Jacob and saw he had a hurt expression on his face while the other me was looking at him expressionlessly.
"Edward, please, c'mon." He begged dream me and I felt a pain in my chest at his pleading, "Don't do this, Edward!"
The dream me chuckled humorlessly, "Ha! Like begging is gonna help you, mutt! Pathetic."
Dream me went to hit Jacob and I couldn't take any more.
•Real World• Still Edwards P.O.V
I quickly got out of Jacobs mind and shook him awake.
"Jacob! Jacob wake up." I whispered.
Jacob gasped and sat up straight, looking around until his eyes met mine.
"What are you doing here?!"
I hesitated for only a moment, "I need to talk to you, Jacob."
What the hell? Everything alright? Jacob thought.
"What is it?"
"Jacob... I have strong feelings for you, and I can't help that they are so wrong. I only went for Bella to hide my feelings but I can't hide them anymore. Jacob, I love you." I let out a long breath and felt a weight lift off my shoulders, "I know you'll never feel the same which is why I'm leaving for a while. Goodbye." I rushed to say everything and ran out of the room, grabbing my already packed bag and started my way to Alaska, not waiting for him to say anything. I couldn't do it.
Jacobs P.O.V
I gasped as I sat up in my bed looking around fratically. My eyes landed on Edward kneeling beside my bed, looking at me with worry in his eyes. My heart warmed at the thought that he worried about me.
"What are you doing here?!"
I probably sounded rude but we are meant to be enemies.
He seemed hesitant for some reason, "I need to talk to you, Jacob."
What the hell?
"What is it?"
"Jacob... I have strong feelings for you, and I can't help that they are so wrong. I only went to Bella to hide my feelings but I can't hide them any more. Jacob, I love you." I was beyond shocked and my heart was thumping in my chest wildly, "I know you'll never feel the same which is why I'm leaving for a while. Goodbye." He rushed out and ran out of the room while I sat there frozen.
Once I really realized what just happened I ran out of the room and followed his scent, turning into my wolf and running as fast as I could.
Of course I felt the same. How could I not? When I first saw Edward it was hard to look away and his eyes entranced me. The way he did everything, the way he said my name and looked at me. I'm quite proud of myself for not thinking of him constantly when he's around, Bella's not that great anyway.
Edward! I screamed in my thoughts, hoping he can hear me.
Don't run from me. I love you too. I felt desperate but who wouldn't? He's leaving without letting me confess.
I kept running after his scent and realized he stopped. I came to a stop when I saw Edward, with his back to me and instead facing a beautiful waterfall. I shifted back, quickly slipping on sweats and waiting for him to say something.
I slowly walk up to him as he turns to face me with wide eyes,"You love me?"
"Yes, I guess I'm just good at hiding how I feel." I look away feeling embarrassed about my confession.
Suddenly, Edward is standing in front of me, holding my chin to make me look at him but I can't meet his eyes, "Is this a dream?" He asks breathlessly.
I chuckled slightly, "I hope not."
"Say it again."
Confused, I looked at his eyes and saw they were holding love, shock, and hope.
Then I remember what he means and I blush a little, "I love you, Edward."
Something soft and cool meets my warm lips and my eyes widen when I realized he was kissing me. I calmed down and kissed him back feelings sparks erupt all over my body.
His tongue slithered out and met my lips, asking for permission which I gladly gave. He searched every inch of my wet cavern and I moaned, putting my hands in his hair and tugging lightly. Edward have a soft growl and pulled away, leaving me wanting more.
He chuckled, "You can have more later."
I blushes and looked down.
Finally.
Edwards P.O.V
Finally.
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