Truth Or Dare - Jean x Experimented Reader {Attack on Titan}

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Readers P.O.V

I sigh as I sat on my bed thinking.

I'm in love with a man named Jean Kristein. I love his personality, his eyes, his crazy hair. Even his horse face, I think it's adorable.

But he would never love me.

We are rivals. He hates my guts. Plus, if he knew what scars my body holds he would be disgusted.

I never wear anything that doesn't cover my body. Jean noticed and always tries to get it out of me why I do it.

I've had a weird feeling in my stomach all day. I don't know if it's good or bad, though I'm still worried.

I'm suddenly drawn out of my thoughts by Eren coming into my room.

"Come on (Y/N)! We're playing truth or dare!"

"No thanks Eren."

I knew it. Jean will tell me to show what I'm hiding. I can't!

"Nope! You have to (Y/N)."

Eren dragged me all the way outside to a bonfire with everyone around it.

"Alright! Let's get started,"Said Reiner who was smirking. Ugh.

"Jean, truth or dare?!" Eren asked, smirking devilishly.

"Dare!"

"I dare you to kiss Mikasa!"

Jean blushed while hollers went around. Jean leaned over and gave Mikasa a peck on the cheek. I felt jealous but quickly suppressed the feeling.

"(Y/N)! Truth or dare?" Uh oh. I'm screwed. Good bye life.

I sighed,"Dare."

Here it comes.

"I dare you to show us what you're hiding."

There it is.

The circle went quiet as everyone watched me stand, even Captain Levi.

I sighed again and took off my jacket and shirt, leaving me in my sports bra and jeans.

I did a dramatic twirl and everyone saw my upper body scars and ribs which you could see a bit of from not eating properly.

People gasped and stared, wide eyed.

"I sure do hope this makes you happy, Jean." I saw Jean flinch, probably from guilt. I never call him Jean, only pony boy.

I put my clothes back on and made my way back to my room.

I hated my life.

A few minutes later, my door opened and Jean stepped in, closing it behind him. He made his way to my bed where I was laying and sat next to me.

"(Y/N)... I'm so sorry. I had no idea."

"Just go away."

My voice was strong and steady but on the inside I knew at any moment I would cry, and I didn't want him to see me like that.

"No. (Y/N), I need to tell you something... I've had feelings for you since the moment I saw you. I only made you my rival because I knew you were out of my league but still wanted to be close-"

I cut him off, I could feel the tears in my eyes,"No. This is probably a sick joke or you only pity me. Just leave!"

Jean looked so sad and guilty, I just wanted to hug him, but I couldn't. He can't love me. I'm hideous.

"No! I swear. I love you." He grabbed my hand and held it in both of his.

I froze completely and freaked out in my head. What if he means it? Is it a joke? Is it pity? Is it the truth?

"How could you love a thing like me?" I finally chocked out and his eyes went wide with disbelief.

"(Y/N)! Don't say that. I love you because you are very beautiful, kind, selfless, smart, and brave. You make my heart skip a beat. You make me flustered and unsure but also so sure. I love you."

I couldn't hold onto it anymore and stared crying. Jean sat me up and on his lap so I'm straddling him, then he started rocking us softly and saying sweet nothings in my ear to make me feel better.

I hugged him to me tight and whispered,"I love you too, Pony Boy."

He chuckled and laid us down, holding me to his chest.

Then he turned serious,"(Y/N), how did you get those scars?"

"Why?" I whispered, scared. I didn't want to tell him, not yet.

"(Y/N), I need to know. Please."

I trusted him enought. I loved him. So I began and told him the story of my abusive parents selling me to mad scientists who experimented on my body. I told him of the daily pain and loneliness.

All throughout the story, Jean stayed silent, only nodding for me to continue every now and then.

When I was finished the room was silent. I got worried and looked at Jean but gasped. Jean had his head bowed and was silently crying while his hands balled into fists.

I let out a breathe when Jean suddenly wrapped his arms even tighter around me and pushed his face into my hair. I shushed him and tried to calm him down as best as I can.

"Jean... Shhh."

"I didn't know. I'm so sorry."

"Jean it's ok."

"(Y/N) I promise to protect you with my life. No one will ever harm you again."

He kissed me and I could have died happy then and there.

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