How I Feel

Don't Play Me... (Pt. 2)

*Flashback*

-Period 4-

I walk into class and sit next to you. You smile at me and we exchange hellos. I take out my work and say hi to those around me  and hug Randy like ALWAYS while you sat there and watched me.Then like every normal day, I placed my feet on your desk and face the teacher. But not even two minutes later you smile  at me and place your hand on my leg and start to rub patterns on it. I pretended not to care as I smiled back at you, but I was really freaking out inside...(But you wont ever know that) 

About 15 mins later you were still rubbing my leg, so 

I got up and got some papers as if to try to calm down my nerves.As I sat back down, I crossed my legs but what I didn't notice was that my leg was facing you, and that's when you grabbed my legs and placed them back where they were. And guess what you did? You began thepatterns all over again.

-Period 7-

I walk into class and hug Randy like usually, and sit in my chair by the windows. I put my stuff down and take out my things the proceed to walk to you because you look mad. I take a chair and sit between you and Derek. We talk for a little and start doing our work together with Derek and Nicole. Then al of a sudden you put your leg on top of mine and smile at me and continue doing your work. Again I was baffled and couldn't understand why you were doing that... Yes, I like you but I never thought you would like me back. 

-Period 8- 

I walk into class get my books and Nicole" too. I say hi to the teacher and go sit down. I take out my work and say hi to you next to me, but I had to move to the other side of the room, I hadn't finished my quarterly. The next thing I know, you're sitting behind me and poking me and picking my chair up. After I moved back to my seat you came back about 5 mins later and started talking to me. 

*End of Flashback*

~So instead of a poem or a rant I'm going to post lyrics to a song that I feel represents what I'm thinking and feeling. The song is up top.~

[Verse 1:]

Tell me pretty lies

Look me in the face

Tell me that you love me

Even if it's fake

Cause I don't fucking care at all

You been out all night

I don't know where you been

You slurring all your words

Not making any sense

But I don't fucking care at all

[Hook:]

Cause I have hella feelings for you

I act like I don't fucking care

Like they ain't even there

Cause I have hella feelings for you

I act like I don't fucking care

Cause I'm so fucking scared

I'm only a fool for you

And maybe you're too good for me

I'm only a fool for you

But I don't fucking care at all

[Verse 2:]

Tell me pretty lies

Look me in the face

Tell me that you love me

Even if it's fake

Cause I don't fucking care at all

You've been out all night

I don't know where you been

You slurring all your words

Not making any sense

But I don't fucking care at all

[Hook]