Let Her Go (Discontinued)

Chapter 19

Lilly's P.O.V.

We all sat down on the couches, Kian and Andrea on the loveseat, Jenn on the chair, and Connor and I on the sofa. Kian and Connor were having their own conversation as well as Andrea and Jenn, I was zoned out most of the time thinking about telling the guys about Kian.  I want them to know that Kian is alive so that they can stop mourning his death and he didn't really die. 

"LILLY!" Kian yelled in my ear and everyone else laughed. 

"KIAN!" I yelled back. 

"What movie do you want to watch meanwhile the guys get here?" He said. 

"You guys told them already?" I asked. 

"Yeah while you were daydreaming, I just texted them to come over we had something to say, so I called in a family meeting." Connor said, all I had catched was the family meeting part oh Connor so cheesy, but that's one of the things I love about him. 

"I was not daydreaming just thinking." I said to Connor while everyone else were lost in their own conversations.

"So what were you thinking about huh?" He said pulling me closer to him and looking into my eyes. 

"Just how crazy everything has been these last couple of days, from the me, you, and JC drama,you getting into a car accident, to Kian dying and coming back to life. So much and yet through all this craziness here I am sitting next you, the one I love you no matter what." I said putting my head on his chest and he rested his head on top of mine.

"I love you too Lilly, forever and always." He responded, grabbing my hand intertwining our hands and giving me a kiss on the top of my head. 

We laid there on the couch that way for awhile until his leg started to bother him, that's when I remembered I had to pick up his prescriptions. 

"I have to go get your medicine, it'll help with the pain." I told him

"Yeah I think that's a good idea." He responded

"I'll see you when I get back." I said as I was getting up. 

"Where are you going Lils." Kian asked I smiled at the nickname, he knows I hate it when he calls me that. If he died I would have never heard that name again. 

"I have to go and pick up Connor's prescriptions. " I replied and Jenn got up. 

"Lilly I'll go with you." Jenn said and I nodded in agreement. 

"We'll be back." I said to Connor giving him a quick kiss yet it was still gentle and passionate. 

"See you later baby." He said not wanting to let me go. 

Jenn and I put on our shoes and on out to my car. Once in the car Jenn turned on the radio up high and we sang to whatever song came and if we didn't know the lyrics we were mumbling. So good to have best friends because no matter what they're always there for you through your hardest days. We finally arrived to the pharmacy, we went into CVS and got some snacks and drinks for the guys to have while they're there. After getting everything we needed we headed back to the house. 

"So Lilly when are your friends going back home?" Jenn asked me as she lowered the volume to the radio down. 

"They leave today, I didn't even get to enjoy time with them all this drama that's happened these last couple of days." I sighed.

"Awe are they coming back any sooner?" She asked and I shrugged my shoulders in response. 

"I'm hopping soon so that I can make it up to them."I said.

Jenn turned the music back up and I continued to drive for a few more minutes until we finally arrived at the house, the guys hadn't gotten here yet I didn't see their cars. Jenn and I got out the car but then I thought of something. 

"Jenn what if we go and get some Taco Bell, I'm sure the guys and Andrea are hungry I know I am." I said as I chuckled lightly.

"Ok yeah that sounds good I'm hungry too." She said and both started to laugh.

"Okay let me just go in and leave Connor's medicine, you can start the car." I said giving her the keys and walking up to the house. I knocked on the door and a few seconds later Andrea opened the door.

"Hey can you make sure Connor gets this." I said handing her the prescriptions. "Jenn and I are going to Taco Bell to get something to eat we're both hungry and I'm sure you and the guys are too." I told her. 

"Yeah thanks Lilly!" She replied as I headed over to the car. I was about to get into the driver's seat when I saw Jenn in there and she rolled down the window. 

"I'll drive, hop in." She said and I got in the passenger seat. 

"To Taco Bell we go." I said 

"We shall." Jenn replied and we both started to laugh. 

When we finally arrived to Taco Bell Jenn went through the drive-thru and began to order a bunch of tacos. After ordering we went back home, we arrived and saw JC's and Ricky's car in front. We got out and walked up to the door. 

"We're here!" Jenn yelled as we heard loud conversations. 

Jenn and I walked to the living room seeing the guys with red puffy faces, this was rare to see the guys crying and it's understandable. 

"Hey guys." Jenn said walking into the living room and sat next to Trevor and I went over to sit next to Connor but Sam was there so I sat on the floor next to him. 

"Hey Lilly why don't you come sit here." Sam said as he got up and found an empty seat next to JC. 

"Hey baby, how are you feeling?" I asked Connor quietly as everyone else carried on their own conversations with Kian. 

"Hey babe, I'm thanks for getting the pills." He replied wrapping his arms around my waist and pulling me closer to him. 

"No Problem! So how did the guys take the news." I asked him. 

"It was really emotional, when they walked in they all ran towards him, I mean almost losing one the guys is losing family. So when arrived and when they saw him they were shocked." Connor said kissing my forehead. 

"Awe, I mean how can you not be shocked, he came back from the dead, you don't see that everyday." I said and we turned to pay attention to the conversation happening in front of us. 

After talking they all decided to watch a movie Connor said he was tired so before the movie starts we're gonna head to my room so that we don't make too much noise getting Connor up. 

"Well goodnight everyone." Connor said and Ricky got up to help him. 

After helping him up we said our goodnights once again and went to my room. I cleared all of the pillows from my bed except for my green long one for Connor and I to sleep on. After we got settled in we laid down, I put my head on his chest and he laid his head on top of mine. 

"I love you Lilly!" He said

"I love you too Connor!" I replied and with that we fell asleep in each other's arms.