Let Her Go (Discontinued)

Chapter 13

        Author's Note: Hello everone it's me Cynthia and I wanted to let everyone know that the rest of this chapter was written by my friend Tessa a.k.a TheBloodyPainter you should all go follow her and read her stories they're really good. 

" Hello my name is Dr. Shanks, and I'm afraid to say this but Mr. Lawley didn't make it." Dr. Shanks said and I stood there shocked then I felt my eyes start to water once again. 

" H-how he just fainted, that's all it was right?" I said crying at this point. 

" I'm sorry but it wasn't that, he had a stroke." He replied and I walked over to Andrea who was on the floor crying hysterically. 

“we’re sorry miss” the doctor made a move to comfort her when i flicked my wrist dismissing him so i could consol my friend. he nodded and ran his fingers through his hair as he walked away mumbling something to himself about girls being dramatic.

“andrea” i whispered knowing it wasn’t my voice that would bring her peace but the only one she wanted was dead.

“skip the ‘it’ll get better speech’ Lilly, your boyfriend is alive!” she huffed wiping her tears away and standing up.

“Andrea?” i asked confused with her sudden outburst.

“i’m going home” she spat and walked down the hall her heels clicking and i knew she had just snapped, Andrea would NEVER be the same again. Ricky poked his head around a corner watching me with confused eyes.

“what just happened?” he pointed down the hall at Andrea who took a sharp turn throwing the hospital doors open and leaving us behind.

“No. Freaking. Clue”

“well how’s Kian?”

“6 feet under soon” i mumbled

“what?” he rose an eyebrow at me and i stood up dusting myself off and looking him dead in the eyes.

“Kian’s dead” i hissed and he seemed taken back.

“w-what?” i could hear the pain he was in.

"sorry Ricky, i know how close you were to him" i placed my hand on his back but he shook me off leaving as well, not the same way Andrea did but in a more slouched fasion. he was hurting, he just needed time.

crap, i have to tell Connor about this.

i sighed heavily and rubbed my face beofre taking off in the direction of Connors room. i laid light knocks on the door and he turned facing me with a sleepy smile.

"Hey" he smiled and my gut churned, i didn't want to have another firend blow me off and go sulk.

"H-hey" i fidgeted nervously.

"whats wrong?" he frowned seeing right throuhg me, "are you ok? is Kian ok?"

"ummm" i bit my lips and look down at me feet.

"come on" he said, "tell me, i'm a big boy i can take it"

"Kian's gone" i whispered.

"huh?"

"Kian's dead" i said a bit louder.

"what? i can't hear you"

"Kian's dead!" i blurted out and his eyes fell.

we just stood making no noise. it was horrific, just standing there, not knowing what he was thinking.

"Is Andera ok?" he asked and i was a bit ticked off that he was asking about Andrea, i was frineds with Kian too, but, i understood.

"she cried, then stormed out, Ricky too"

"Ricky cried?"

"well no but he look as if he might"

"this is just a mess" he sighed.

"yea, a mess that started with me" i whispered to myself