Let Her Go (Discontinued)

Chapter 3

       Lilly's P.O.V

      As soon as we heard the door open we broke the kiss and saw Ricky standing there shocked. I got off Connor's bed and stood next to Ricky, and Connor stood in front of his bed.

" Look Ricky it's no-" Ricky cut me off.

" It's what it looks like Lilly you were kissing Connor you said you were going to the bathroom. What are you doing you have a boyfriend downstairs who loves you, and I see you doing this, and Connor!" Ricky said in disgust, I already in tears, and Connor shocked to see how Ricky is talking to us. 

" Ricky it wasn't her fault I kissed her first, she didn't know it was gonna happen, you can't tell JC." Connor said.

" Yea you're right I'm not telling JC, because you two are and if you don't I will." Ricky said and walked out the room, leaving Connor and I. Connor was gonna say something but I cut him off, and left to the bathroom to wipe my face. Then went back to the living room where everyone was including Ricky. 

" Hey babe you missed it Jack peed a little on himself laughing at the movie." JC said still laughing and Jack rolled his eyes.

" Ok get over it JC." Jack said sitting next to Andrea.

" Won't you come over and sit next to me babe." JC opening his arms I went over to him and he pulled me onto his lap, Ricky just looked at me with a disappointed look, I felt so bad I have to tell JC soon, it's better if he hears it from me.

" That was a good movie Sandra Bullock and Melissa McCarthy are hilarious together." Andrew said as everyone agreed with him,and getting up from the couch and going to bed. 

  JC and I went to his bedroom and sat on his bed cuddling with each other.

" I have to go get changed I'll be right back ok." I said getting up but JC pulled me back down and gave me a long sweet kiss, and then broke the kiss so I could get changed. 

 As I was changing into my pjs, I couldn't stop thinking about the kiss, it felt so right, what am I saying I have JC, I love him, right? I heard a knock on the door, I opened the door to see who it was, and speak of the devil it was Connor, he came in through the door and closing it behind him and locking it. I looked at him confused and he came closer to me, he put both his hands on both of my hips and pulled me closer to me. I know I should stop him, but I couldn't move. I stared into his green eyes and he back into my brown eyes, he then put my hands around his neck. Connor then started to lean in and so did I, this was so wrong I shouldn't doing this, before I let things go further I pulled away. 

" What's wrong?" Connor asked.

" What's wrong? Connor this what we're doing is wrong, JC is your best friend and he's my boyfriend. I can't do this and on top of that I have to tell him that I kissed you!" I whispered yelled, Connor looked down. 

" Why now Connor, why? I gave you so many chances to tell me." I said and Connor looked back up with a confused look. 

" Gave me so many chances to tell you what?" Connor said confused. 

" That you liked me, I knew Connor but I waited for you to tell me yourself, I waited but then that day never came so I thought you moved on, so I thought I should move on and that's when JC came along." I said and Connor looked surprised. 

" I didn't know how to tell you Lilly that's why I didn't tell you, I thought you didn't feel the same way I felt about you." Connor said and I sighed.

" Connor I need to get back to JC, we can talk about this another time, I just need time to think." I said and left to JC's room. 

  I couldn't stop thinking about what Connor said, we both admitted how we felt about each other. I'm so confused on what to do right now I really like JC too. Ugh As I made it to JC's room I found him alseep. I went to lay down with him. 

" What took you so long?" JC asked as he put his hand around my waist and pulled me closer to him. 

" I wanted some water, so I went to the kitchen." I said.

" Oh" was all JC said, gave me a kiss and went back to sleep.

   I kept on thinking about everything that happened today, I couldn't forget the kiss between Connor and I, or about him admitting his feelings to me. Hopefully tomorrow will be ok, I soon drifted off into a deep sleep.