Let Her Go (Discontinued)

Chapter 4

Lilly's P.O.V

I couldn't take it anymore I had to tell JC even though it may hurt him I had to tell. Today will be the day that I tell JC about the kiss with Conor, and my feelings for Connor. As I was thinking on how to tell him, JC finally woke up.

" Good morning beautiful." JC said sitting up and then gave me a light kiss on the lips. When he kissed me it didn't like Connor kissed me, I didn't feel anything with JC but with Connor I did.

" Good morning" I said and got off the bed to get ready for the day.

" Where are you going?" JC whined.

" To go get ready and you should do the same."

" Ok mom." JC replied and with that I left to the bathroom.

As I was walking to the bathroom, I remembered the incident that happened with Connor in there, I bumped into Ricky on my to the bathroom but he didn't say anything to me, I know he still mad about what he saw last night, I just need to give him some time. I finally got to the bathroom and did what I had to do and got out. I went to put my stuff in JC's room, when I got to his room he wasn't in there he must be in the kitchen or living room with everyone else.

" LILLY YOU'RE FINALLY AWAKE!" Kian yelled " Your boyfriend here was getting lonely without you." He added as JC made his way to me and gave me a peck on the lips. 

" So JC we're stealing your girlfriend for the day." Andrea said pulling me from JC. 

" Wait why, where are you guys going?" JC asked

" Well since Andrew and Jack are here in L.A for a few days, we're gonna go shopping. See you later guys." Andrea replied giving Kian a kiss, and I went over to JC and gave him a quick kiss before Andrea pulled me away from JC once again. 

        Jack, Andrew,Andrea, and I got into the car. Andrea sat in the front with Jack, and I sat in the back with Andrew. When we got to the we went into almost every store, and then we left back to the O2L house. As we were stuck in traffic, I was thinking of how to tell JC about what happened last night, I have to admit I did feel bad kissing JC this morning, knowing what happened with Connor. I felt something hit my face softly pulling me from my thoughts. 

" Girl you need to stop daydreaming so much, we're here." Jack said as we all got out of the car and started walking into the house.

" About time you guys get back, I missed my beautiful girlfriend." JC said making his way over to me and giving me a kiss, but I backed away, JC looked at me confused. I just couldn't take it anymore, I can't keep hurting him anymore. 

" What's wrong are you ok?" JC asked worriedly. 

" Can we talk somewhere else." I said not wanting everyone else to listen. As we made our way to the backyard everyone stared at us including Connor. 

" What's wrong, what did you need to tell me, did I do something wrong?" JC asked pacing back and forth, until I stopped him making him sit down on the chair by the pool. 

" Look JC you didn't do anything, ok, what I'm going to tell you is gonna hurt but know that I will always be here for you no matter what." I said nervously 

" Lilly what is it just tell me already." JC said worriedly. 

" JC I... Uh.... I.. Connor and I kissed last night." I said slowly, JC looked mad and hurt, I felt so bad. He was gonna get up but I stopped him he needed to know the whole story. 

" JC look listen I need to tell you everything, I just have to. When we got back from bowling and I said I was going to the bathroom, I really went to Connor's room he was acting strange so I had to check up on him, we got into an argument we kissed.Ricky walked in on us and said if we didn't tell he was. I needed to tell you myself, I didn't want you to hear it from anyone else." JC was quiet but he was mad to the point that he had tears in his eyes.

" What else happened, did you two kiss again?" JC hissed.

" When I changed into my pajamas He confessed to me that he loved me, and I told him I did too,we almost kissed again but I stopped it, because I realized what I-" JC cut me off and he stood up. 

" Just answer me this did you ever love me while being in this relationship with me and don't lie to me just tell me the truth." JC said hurt and angry with tears in his eyes, I also had tears in my eyes at this point, I had to tell him. 

" I did until what happened last night." I confessed crying even more and JC looked even more angrier and hurt, I couldn't bare to look at him. 

" Just leave." JC mumbled, I looked at him. "LEAVE!" He yelled this time, and Ricky, Andrew, Jack, Kian, Andrea, and Connor all came outside, Connor looked down probably knowing what happened. I walked over to Andrea, with tears in my eyes. 

" Can we leave now please." I said going back into the house getting my stuff, and Andrea, Jack, Kian and Andrew were following me as I was getting my stuff from JC's room. 

" Lilly what happened?" Andrea asked as we walked outside towards the car. 

" We... We got... into... a ... fight I... I told him everything." I managed to say crying even more. Andrea pulled me into a hug, while Jack, Andrew, and Kian surrounded me patting me on the back telling me that everything was going to be ok. 

" I think we should go home now." I said after calming down. Andrea nodded her head in agreement. 

" Ok well we might come over tomorrow to visit make sure, you're ok Lilly." Andrew said, Kian and Jack agreed with him. I gave the guys a hug goodbye and got into the car, and Andrea gave Kian a kiss goodbye and got into the car. We soon started driving back to our place.