Kaitlyn's POV:
The nurse walks back in and begins to talk. "Kaitlyn, the reason you haven't had your baby yet, is because.." She tried to say but then takes a breathe. The doctor comes in and takes the file and says "Kaitlyn were very sorry.. But you baby didn't make it" he blurted out. My heart sunk. I felt tears forming in my eyes. "What do you mean he didn't make it!!" I yelled "there was no heartbeat, it seemed that something happened to him between a month ago and a couple of days ago" he said. Tears are now rolling down my face. "How does this just happen to me!" I asked "it's actually really common. We are terribly sorry" he says just before they leave. I turn over on my side and begin balling out in tears. I can't believe I lost my baby. I herd footsteps so I turned back over and looked who it was. It was Sam. He looked confused and sad. "Did they tell you" I asked "yes" he said running his hand through his hair. Which makes me cry even more. "I'm so sorry!" He says laying down next to me and cuddling me up. "What are we going to do" I asked trying to make each word come out "take time, get passed this, just be with each other" he said whipping the tears off my face "I can't believe we lost him" I said "it will be okay babe, I know this sucks and it's going to be hard" he said. I looked over at the door as Kian and the guys came in. "What's going on?" Kian asked. I started crying again. Sam walked out and they followed him. I'm assuming he's telling them because I couldn't take it. "Kaitlyn oh my god I'm so sorry" Ricky says walking over to me. He than gives me a big huge. Followed by the rest of the guys. "Guys it will be okay, I'm just going to need time" I say "and we'll figure this all out and get through it together!" Sam said. "Sam, guys I just want to be alone for a bit" I said rolling over. I herd them leave and I tried to fall asleep, but I couldn't because I kept crying. About 10 minutes later the nurse came in, "Hey Kaitlyn, I hope your doing okay, I'm sorry but we're going to need this room so you can head home now. Is there anything I can do for you" she said "bring my baby back" I said getting up and walking away sobbing. I grabbed my clothes and then went to the bathroom. I changed my clothes and then went to find the guys. I walked over to the waiting room and they all looked up when I walked over to them. "Let's go home" I said looking down "are you cleared?" Sam asked "yeah they practically kicked me out" I said "well let's go somewhere better lil mama" Jc said. "I'm not a mom anymore" I said to Jc looking down at the floor. They all got up and we went back to our house. We pulled into the drive way and I immediately ran to my room. I closed the locked the door. I collapsed on my bed and didn't want to think about this. It was to hard to bear. I heard someone outside my room, but I didn't care. The door opened and they sat on my bed. I looked up and saw Jc. "It's going to be okay" he said opening his arms to give me a hug. I got up and jumped into his arms. I started crying again, but who wouldn't if you lost your damn baby. "Jc what am I going to do" I said "we're going to get you passed this and your going to be stronger" he said "what about me and Sam" I say "what about you guys" "I have a feeling he's going to leave me now. We lost our baby and he doesn't have any reasons to stay" I said. "Kaitlyn he's not going to leave you! Why would you. If he ever did he'd be dumb asf and I would beat him. Kian probably would too, but don't think about that because it's not going to happen" Jc just finished saying when Kian walked in. "How are you holding up" Kian asked "I'm doing okay. It's going to be hard but I think I will soon let him go" I said "he's your son. You don't have to let him go. You just have to believe he's in a better place now and God will take care of him" Kian said "I honestly think he's in a better place. Sam nor I was ready to take on a baby, we will soon. Hopefully with each other" I said "you will" Kian said. They always know how to cheer me up. I started to smile a bit. "There's that sexy smile" Jc said "stopp" I said laughing. I heard my phone buzz so I looked at it. It was Maria.
Maria: heyy is everything okay? Did little baby Sammy come?
Me: Come over.. I need you
Before I could press send my face went back down to being sad. "Who was it?" Kian asked "it was Maria" "she doesn't know yet does she" Jc said "no, but I'm about to tell her" I said. Sam finally can in the room. We've been home for what, almost a hour and he just now comes in. "If I knew you guys were having a party I would have came earlier" he said "Sam" Jc said "it's not a party" Kian said "what were you guys doing?" Sam asked "talking" I said "what about" he said smirking. Just before I was about to answer the doorbell rang. I got up and walked downstairs. I opened the door, amd thankfully it was Maria. The moment I saw here I pulled her into a hug. I needed my best friend so much right now
A/N: no I'm not trying to sound gay 😂 it's just one of those moments when you hug your best friend because you need them a lot when your sad. Also just wanted to say I'm sorry for taking long to post and I hope you guys liked the twist in my story.
