Teach me Kuya

part 15

"Do you really love JC?" malungkot na tanong nya.

"Yes. I love him so much" sagot ko naman and I'm telling him the truth. Tears started to flow at his face.
He looks hurt and sad but I need to let him know that I won't fall for him.

"How heartless of you to break my heart again, Kitty" bulong nya habang patuloy na tinititigan ang mukha ko.

"Stop crying! Madami ka pang makikilala na girl na pwedeng mahalin ka!" I tried to comfort him dahil nasaktan ako nang makita ko syang umiyak.

"Kitten Senecas Aeneas. I will end our agreement now. Ituturo ko sayo yung last then after that ayaw ko nang maging tutor mo." He closed his eyes and he took a deep breath.

"Ayaw kong maging tutor mo lang! Aagawin kita kay JC! Mahal na mahal kita at ayaw na kitang ibigay sa kanya" sabi nya habang patuloy na umiiyak kaya napatitig ako sa kanya.

"Kitten, please call me by my name, ZAGREB ZAIRE AENEAS again! How much longer will you address me as "Kuya"? How long are you planning to keep on hurting me with your words?" he kissed me again until we run out of breath bago sya muling humiwalay sa akin.

"I never was and I will never be your Kuya in the first place. I'm your husband, Kitten. I'm done doing you a favor. I know it's my mistake when I agreed to your request for us to separate. I've only agreed that time since you're too young when I married you. Wife, please don't hurt me like this" Niyakap nya ako nang mahigpit at muli na naman syang napaiyak.

He was indeed my husband.

We married legally with parental consent and court approval.

But I was too young and I couldn't handle all the responsibilities of being married so I begged him back then for us to separate.

We didn't divorced pero pumayag sya na "maghiwalay" muna kami. He let me have my freedom again. He let me learn on my own. He let me have my way.

MY Mom also agreed to that since she thinks that it's better not to put pressure on the both of us. She did want us to be together kaya din sya pumayad na magpakasal kami.

The only reason why she's forbidding us to get too close is too prevent us from consummating our marriage.

She wants me to finish my studies first. And that's her only request from us.

He usually avoid getting too close to me at dahil na rin lagi kaming binabantayan ni Mommy kaya unti-unting nawala ang feelings ko para sa kanya.

Nang nasa college na ako, I met JC and I fell for him instead.

"but—" hindi ko na natapos ang sasabihin ko dahil hinalikan nya kaagad ako. Rain drops were freely pouring at our body. And actually mas lumakas yung ulan.

"Lastly, you need to learn this" bulong nya at muli nya na naman akong hinalikan.