FML - Your Daily Dose Of Sh!t

Emma's Revelation

This got like super personally by accident and I'm sorry

So, I am constantly amazed at the level of human stupidity and ignorance. I shouldn't be surprise anymore, it's a common occurrence, but I am still greatly astounded at it ever single day.

First of is hypocrisy.
I've discovered this a lot of times, the most recent being with my father.

So I got my Twitter account taken away because of inappropriate messages. In his opinion (it was like Larry smut I think).

But it was in private messages and I was like how did he even read that without going through my account?

Apparently I left it logged on and the messages to that person 'were just there'. So he had to scroll up it was obviously the only answer.

No, you don't do that. So you're saying if you leave a messages tab on your phone open I can just scroll up? No, because that's an invasion of privacy, and yet you always say to me, "I always respect your privacy". Well that's bullshit isn't it.

I'm not some naive little bitch who doesn't bat an eye at things such as this, I notice and I pisses me off.

So next time you say to me "I always respect your privacy", why don't you stop a moment reconsider those words, rephrase in a way such as "I always respect your privacy but that's a lie because as a parent we don't give two shits about your privacy." At least that's honest.

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I'm also pissed about how people think that I'm not observant, that I'm just blind to every little thing.

I'm not, I see everything you do I notice it all, I just never say anything.

This happens a lot with my mom and my dad and his girlfriend.

His girlfriend is French, so she speaks in French to him. They don't realise that I am actually very good at understanding French, and they need to be more careful with what they say.

I know my dad smokes but he doesn't realise because he thinks I'm stupid.

I know my mom is dating and they visit my house, because I'm observant and not stupid. One of them even visited when I was upstairs.

But no they didn't hear me they didn't remember I was there so I just sat and listened to their conversation.

I'm trying to rant and keep things PG and not worrying. Whether that's working is another thing entirely.

My parents don't give a fuck about me, so they never noticed when I went into a shell for 2 years when they argued, they thought she'll be fine she's too stupid to understand what's going on. Newsflash assholes, I knew more than both of you knew each side. I knew about his girlfriend and I knew about her bitching to every single mother at my school about my father. But no one asks Emma do they.

No one noticed when last year more bandages were used, when more razors were bought. No one asked me, because no one cared.

Yeah people say oh she wallows in self pity but you think what you want.

I got sent to the principal because of an Instagram account someone found, they were worried about me.

Doubt it's true but it caused trouble for me. I prefer being unnoticed, it gives me cover and never raised suspicion.

Are mothers supposed to insult you? Probably not.

Are fathers supposed to leave their children? Probably not.

It's all probably isn't it. Probably this, probably that, nothing is set in stone everything changes and you can't escape that.

This turned very personal and I'm so sorry oh my god I didn't meant for that to happen