FML - Your Daily Dose Of Sh!t

New Years

Well. I don't know if it's just me but since New Years I'm all hyped and in a healthy mood.

It's currently 05:41 in the morning I have not slept since New Year's Eve Eve and my mind is a weird place.

I've been researching mental disorders and if I have them, different ways to work out, how to stay awake without caffeine, healthy smoothies, healthy breakfast and snack and lunch. How to create a French manicure, gaming videos, summer outfits, morning routines and night routines, make up tutorials, test videos, study skills, DIY videos, acne mask videos, AND SO MANY MORE WEIRD THINGS.

I have reached a dark point in my mind now and I need sleep but can't sleep.

I'm currently eating a big bowl of profiteroles with Ben n Jerry's ice cream and cake toppings with a bit of whipped cream. So much for healthy.

I'm making mental shopping lists and so far I have:

Healthy food such as Apple and kiwi ew

A blender

Lunch pots

Mason jars

Tumblr straws

Starbucks cup

Hot chocolate mix

Hair styling products

Lipsticks

Laptop/tablet

More unnecessary Amazon products - 98 pack of crayons

New shoes and clothes

More money

A tumblr lifestyle

It's gone interestingly and my mind needs to be stopped. I have been surviving off of red bull mixed with energy boost drinks such as lucozade.

Bad mistake do not do that you will feel like you want to puke. But I'm awake now.

My Spotify playlist is 20 hours long currently THATS ALMOST A DAY.

But I spend most of my time on YouTube or editing photos and then watching criminal minds box set for 5 hours with a 12 pack of walkers crisps.

BUT GO HEALTHY YAY 😐