Amazing Grace (On Hold!)

Catch me if you can (chapter 11)

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Amazing Grace- chapter 11

I was fiddling with the flower that Jake put in my hair after asking me to be his girlfriend, while walking peacefully through the forest hand in hand with him. 

We stayed at the campsite for a few more hours after he asked me. We were just talking quietly and enjoying the scenery. I sighed happily. After all the bad things that have happened to me, finally things are turning up, and they all include my mate, Jake. Also known as my boyfriend, made official just a few hours ago. 

Is it just me or am I really starting to sound like a love sick teen?

I sighed. There was so much I wanted to talk about with Jake. So many questions to ask and so many more to answer. But how do I start? I have so much I still want to say! But I don't know what to say first. I know our relationship is moving so fast and we still barely even know each other but for some odd -yet happy- reason I felt like I already knew everything. From his favorite colour to what his life was like before he met me. I still can't even wrap my head around the fact that I found my mate and how easily I forgot about Jess and everyone! I felt my eyes prick with tears. I am so so so sorry Jess! I still grieve for Jess. I still think about her and whenever I do, I get that feeling inside me of sadness but then Jake comes along and pushes all the painful feelings away and replaces them with the happy feelings. Like falling in love for example. I know I've already told Jake I love him but every day I feel like I'm just falling in love with him even more. Every day I see something new in Jake, that makes me fall in love over and over again. Jake makes me happy. He makes me smile. He makes me want to be myself and I feel proud to be myself around him. My last boyfriend, Aiden was such a jerk to me. He didn't make me feel special at all and I was always acting like someone else around him because I was always fringe to get his attention. Stupid jerk. He always made me do things for him and I never got anything in return. Then how does he repay me? By cheating on me with some slut in my own house at my own party. That ass! I got him back good though. I put a hose in his car window and filled his Ferrari with water all the to the top. To be honest I quite liked the car but he loved it more which made it all the more that good for revenge. My best friend, Liam also went and beat the crap out of him for me too. And before you say anything. No Liam and I were never anything more then friends and never will be. Everybody thought we were going to end up together because we fit perfectly together. Really we just had a lot in common. Also Liam was head over heels for his girlfriend Scarlett. Scarlett was really nice. I especially liked her because usually Liam's girlfriends would hate me because they thought I was 'taking their man' or whatever. Seriously though! How many times do I have to tell them that I never liked Liam that way! I mean sure he was attractive and all. With his Dark brown hair and emerald green eyes he was quite the catch, but we were just friends and that was strictly how it was meant to be. Scarlett got that and thats why I liked her so much. She didn't judge me. I know Liam and Scarlett are still together. I wonder how their going? I miss them. I miss everyone.

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We were walking in comfortable silence when Jake spoke. "Do you hear that?"