My Thoughts

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I feel like everyone of my friends are just pretending.

Pretending that they are really my friends. That they don't love me like they say

I have all my doubts. All the things I'm afraid of kept to myself, no one knows and no one cares enough to know.

My worst fear is that everybody is gonna leave me.

Everyone will decide they don't care and they will leave and won't care.

I always feel that they laugh at me and they think 'oh my god what is wrong with her' that they hate me.

And i can't help but feel like I'm waiting for the day that my friends and family will leave me and say that they were lying to me all this time.

I'm always gonna fear that one day I'm gonna wake up and all the fun times that I've had with them are gonna be just a dream. That I'll wake up to a horrible reality where my friends and loving family will be gone.

That it was never real and what i think my life is gonna be like is real.

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