My Thoughts

#5

So, he knows now.

He knows i like him. But he hasn't done anything. He hasn't done something i thought he would or hoped he would do.

All he's done since he found out is pretty much avoid talking to me.

He's avoided the whole thing of me liking him. But you know that's just how things go sometimes.

It's just another thing that i have to wake up to and face every day.

Every time i see him now it's just a different kind of pain. That i know he knows i like him. That i know he doesn't care.

I knew that he didn't before he knew but know it feels worse somehow. It somehow felt better when i only thought he didn't like me, care for me.

But he knows now and i know he doesn't care. I now know for sure that he doesn't care. And it does hurt. More than i thought it would.

Now i go through the day after i see him and think 'how could i have let myself get my hopes up? How could i have been so stupid.'

But i do know it's not that big of a deal, i know that I'm blowing my situation way out of proportion.

I do know i have bigger problems than just my crush not liking me and not reacting the way i hoped.

But I'm only 14 about to turn 15 in 3 months. But oh well.

I guess I'm just being a normal teenage girl. I don't talk about something as silly as a crush normally but here i am talking to readers about my small problems that don't really matter.

But now since i know the truth about the guy i really am just waiting for my knight in shining armor to come save me.

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