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Chapter thirteen

Lennox pov

                I push up the last branch showing me the opening of the tree house. I look up and see the ladder pulled down already. I pull li’s hoodie closer to me as it gets windier. I look up and see that the sky is cloudy, it is gonna rain soon, great. I don’t want to do this, he won’t even look at me probably. I walk over to the ladder and climb up quietly. I get to the top step and see Zayn in the corner of the  tree house through the window. I open the door, turn on the light and walk in, Zayn looks up and turns away from me. I sit down across from him by the window. “see you and Liam are getting along.” Zayn says after an awkward 10 minutes of silence, noticing his hoodie.

“at least he didn’t freak out on me.” I whisper looking at my hands. I trace the promise tattoo over and over.

“I didn’t freak out Lennox you were keeping secrets from me, girlfriends don’t keep things from boyfriends.” He says. I know we both are crying I can just hear it in his voice.

“I’m sorry but it was a promise with Luna, and now it’s nothing this tattoo means nothing to our friendship anymore, I’m a horrible friend and girlfriend I know that.” I say putting my forehead on my knees. Zayn doesn’t say anything, we just sit there crying. It starts to pour outside and thunders really loud. I close my eyes tighter and hug my legs to myself. I feel someone putting me in there lap.

“shh Lennox it’s ok, I'm sorry I over reacted, please forgive me.” he whispers rocking me back and forth like a baby.

“I’m sorry too I should have told you, forgive me?” I ask looking at him. He nods and ducks his head in my shoulder. I hug him tighter as the thunder gets louder.

“Lennox it’s ok nothing will hurt you.” Zayn whispers shakily still crying. I burry my head in his chest and cry not because I'm scared, because I can’t believe that he forgave me. the storm starts getting worse and worse, and now I'm scared out of my pants.

“Knox shh, babe settle down I'm right here.” Zayn says kissing my forehead. I stop shaking a little but am still freaking out. Zayn picks me up and walks over to our sleeping bags.

He takes off my shoes and sets them to the side. He pulls down the sweatshirt from my shoulders, “who did this?” he asks lightly touching my bruises.

I cringe and he pulls away quickly, “Liam but he didn’t mean too. It’s not his fault.” I whisper. I can see Zayn’s jaw clench and his fists ball up, I touch his cheek lightly and shake my head no. he calms down and looks at me peering into my soul, taking in every part of my face and body as he looks me up and down.

“I’m sorry I shouldn’t have gotten mad, I shouldn’t have said that, you are everything to me, I love you Lennox.” Zayn says holding my hands.

“I-I…. I love you too.” I say knowing what this feeling is now. The feeling that he can’t leave me or I will die, the tingles he sends through my body by just glancing at me, every word he says meaning the true to me, even the bad ones. I know now what love from a boy to a girl is. He smiles at me making himself seem like a little kid on Christmas morning that just got a giant dinosaur stuffed animal. I smile back shyly looking down at our hands meshed together perfectly. He lifts up my chin and kisses me lightly at first. Just knowing that his lips are on mine again, makes me feel so happy knowing that we are ok. He moves his hand from my chin to behind my neck, and his other rests on my hip. He leans into me making me lay back on my sleeping bag. He puts his hands on either side of me, I snake my arms around his neck and pull him closer to me. his body right against mine.

He pulls away and pulls me into a hug, “not here.” He whispers. I nod knowing he is right we just made up and need to slow it down. I bury my face in his neck relaxing at his constant rubbing of my back. there  is a giant flash of lightning and a huge boom of thunder and the lights go out. I scream a little and hug Zayn tighter.

“shh, it’s ok I'm right here, I always will be.” Zayn whispers laying us down on top of our sleeping bags. I snuggle into his chest and try to calm down as the storm gets even worse. Zayn rubs my back humming lightly. I start to relax and get tired from all the crying and running from earlier. My phone starts buzzing in my back pocket. Zayn’s hand slips down and grabs it squeezing my butt a little along the way. I swat his arm making him laugh.

“hello?” he answers it.

“yea, she’s fine, yea, I know, ok don’t plan on using it but thanks, yea bye.” He says and puts it on my bag above our heads.

“it was Liam, they obvisly can’t come back here so they are staying at the cabin.” He says. I nod knowing this probably would happen.

“you ok?” he asks moving some hair out of my face. I nod and put my head on his shoulder relaxing a little by his touch.

“get ready for bed.” He says sitting up. I nod and crawl over to my bag pulling out an old Aerosmith tee shirt and some sweat pants. Zayn's at his bag and took off his shirt and pants already. He gets in his sleeping bag and looks at me,

“look away!” I laugh turning away from him. He chuckles and turns away from me. I pull off my shirt and slip over the oversized tee shirt, uncle Dan lost a lot of weight form his twenty’s let’s just say that. I pull off my jeans and slip on the sweat pants.

“you know there is a mirror over there right?” Zayn asks when I turn around. I laugh and get in my sleeping bag,

“whatever, you have seen me in a swimsuit.” I sigh snuggling up to him.

“I’m sorry Lennox.” He says after a while.

“I know you already said it and I forgive you, I am sorry too, can we just forget about this?” I ask looking up at him. He nods and kisses my forehead,

“I would love that.” he says putting his forehead on mine. It starts to thunder again and I duck my head in his neck, he rubs my back and starts humming again.

“Your hand fits in mine like it's made just for me,” Zayn starts to sing intertwining our hands,

“But bear this mind it was meant to be, And I'm joining up the dots with the freckles on your cheeks,” he smiles poking my freckles, I giggle and shake my head,

“And it all makes sense to me, I know you've never loved the crinkles by your eyes when you smile, You've never loved your stomach or your thighs, The dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine,” he sings pressing my back so I'm closer to him, “But I’ll love them endlessly , I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth, But if I do, it's you, oh it's you, they add up to, I'm in love with you and all these little things, You can't go to bed without a cup of tea, Maybe that's the reason that you talk in your sleep,” He roll his eyes nodding his head, I laugh and kiss his cheek,

“And all those conversations are the secrets that I keep , Though it makes no sense to me, I know you've never loved the sound of your voice on tape , You never want to know how much you weigh , You still have to squeeze into your jeans, But, You're perfect to me, I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth, But if it's true, it's you, it's you, they add up to, I'm in love with you and all these little things, You never love yourself half as much as I love you, You'll never treat yourself right darling but I want you to, If I let you know, I’m here for you, Maybe you'll love yourself like I love you oh and, I've just let these little things slips out of my mouth, 'Cause it's you, oh it's you, it's you they add up to And I’m in love with you, I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth, but if it's true, it's you, it's you they add up to, I'm in love with you, and all your little things.” He sings making me relax as the storm gets slower.

“Good night Lennox, I love you so much.” He whispers as my eyes reluctantly closer.

“I love you too Zayn.” I whisper sleepily. 

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YAY! they made up! ok so hope u enjoyed! i will b working on this and all of my stories more cause it's summer break!!!! YAY!!! so hope you like it i'll try to update twice a week! and check out my other stories please! that would make me soooo happy! i love you guyzes! love you!

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