Zayn's Summer Girl <3

fourteen

Chapter fourteen

Zayn pov

                Lennox comes in the tree house and turns on the lights. I turn away from her and look out the window and see that it’s cloudy. She sits next to me and sighs. it’s quiet for a while, I notice that she is wearing Liam’s jumper, that makes me mad going after her when she’s upset that’s cool li, real cool.

“See you and Liam are getting along.” I say harshly not looking at her.

“at least he didn’t freak out on me.” she whispers barely audible, I don’t say anything for a little bit, watching her trace the promise tattoo of her and Luna something’s up

“I didn’t freak out Lennox you were keeping secrets from me, girlfriends don’t keep things from boyfriends.” I say tears pouring down my face. She was everything to me, and then this happened, she kept something from me and it was obvisly important considering now I hear from Kayla and Janelle that Luna is possibly pregnant because of Louis.

 “I’m sorry but it was a promise with Luna, and now it’s nothing this tattoo means nothing to our friendship anymore, I’m a horrible friend and girlfriend I know that.” she says hiccupping every few words from her sobbing. I don’t know what to say, she is not a horrible girlfriend or friend, she is a great person, everyone makes mistakes. It starts to pour and thunder really loud. I see Lennox freaking out,

“shh Lennox its ok, I'm sorry I over reacted, please forgive me.” I say knowing this is not that big of a deal and I shouldn’t acted that way towards her. I rock her back in forth in my lap trying to get her to settle down.

“I’m sorry too I should have told you, forgive me?” she asks looking up at me with tears spilling out of her sadness filled eyes. I nod and duck my head in her shoulder not wanting to see her hurting. She hugs me closer as the thunder gets louder and louder,

“Lennox it’s ok nothing will hurt you.” I whisper in her ear, tears spilling on Liam’s hoodie she is still wearing. The storm starts getting even worse and the wind picks up making the tree house rock a little,

“Knox shh, babe settle down I'm right here.” I say kissing her forehead lightly as she tries hiding further in my chest. She settles down a little to my touch, which makes me happier knowing she still likes me being with her. I pick her up and walk over to our sleeping bags; I take off her wet converse and wet socks from the dew on the grass. I pull down the hoddie still mad the Liam was helping her when I was being stupid. I see hand marks on her arms like someone was holding her arms and shaking her,

“who did this?” I ask getting mad that someone hurt my baby. I run my fingers lightly over the bruised spot, she cringes and pulls away.

“Liam but he didn’t mean too. It’s not his fault.” She whispers looking at me her eyes still glossy with tears. I tense up wanting to punch Liam in the face so bad right now. Lennox puts her palm on my cheek and rubs her thumb in calming circles, she shakes her head no. I calm down a little knowing she is right Liam was helping her and wouldn’t do this on purpose. I look at her for a while, glancing up and down at her trembling body. I look into her light blue eyes taking in every aspect that I can of her.  I take her hands and rub my thumbs a in circle patterns like she always does with me,

“I’m sorry I shouldn’t have gotten mad, I shouldn’t have said that, you are everything to me, I love you Lennox.” I say hoping she will say it back it’s the first true I love you not I think I love you but I love you.

“I-I…. I love you too.” She stutters looking at me. I smile probably looking like an idiot but whatever she just said she loved me and she really means it just like I do. I lean in and kiss her; I move my hand behind her neck and lay her back on the sleeping bag. She snakes her arms around my neck making me come closer to her body, I want to s bad but no we are not having our first time in a tree house. I pull away,