Namjin Oneshots & Drabbles

Phobia

It was a fair day, Namjoon was walking with his boyfriend Seokjin their hands clasped together. They decided to go out and have a date since the two are quite busy these days considering their jobs

Namjoon sighed as the thought of leaving made him down "hey what's the matter?" his boyfriend asked voice toned with worry "it's just... I'm leaving again" Namjoon said to his lover but instead of frowning Seokjin smiled intriguing the younger

"And why are you smiling?" Seokjin shook his head "Nothing. I find you cute when you're like that" Namjoon furrowed his eyebrows playfully at Seokjin "are you a sadist Seokjin?" "That's Seokjin hyung for you" Namjoon scoffed his boyfriend and continued to walk

"And you're just leaving for 3 days, that's not long at all" Seokjin said looking at his boyfriend afterwards "for you it's just short but I have a different perspective in life you know" then Namjoon pinched the older's cheek making the latter back away in pain "and you said that I was the sadist here" Seokjin said patting his reddened cheek because of his idiot lover

The two continued their 'date' and and went home afterwards. Seokjin hurriedly went to the kitchen to cook dinner while Namjoon packed up for his leave tomorrow

While packing, Namjoon just became more depressed, sure it was just three days but for Namjoon that was too long. He got too used to Seokjin's cuddles and attention that when he was assigned to Jeju-Do for their meeting, he can't even force a smile right now

Seokjin placed the plates on the table and ate silently which was eerily deafening to the ears of the two

After eating Seokjin noticed the depression on the younger's face and cupped Namjoon's face on his hands "Earth to Mr. Kim Namjoon" he said then smiled afterwards making Namjoon had the urge to kiss him and he did

Their lips moving in sync as Namjoon held Seokjin's waist and the latter snaking his arms around the younger's neck. They always do this

This and some other few things

After their cute little 'make out' session, Namjoon carried Seokjin to their room even if it is on the second floor, Seokjin was pretty thin

Namjoon slowly laid Seokjin and started kissing his boyfriend's neck peppering it with his kisses but made sure to leave no mark, it might hurt him and Seokjin thinks that it looks dirty (which was really funny if you'd think about it). Seokjin giggled to Namjoon's actions and played with Namjoon's ears in the process

When Seokjin felt that things wouldn't turn out good, he halted Namjoon "ok Namjoon enough for a day-" "can't we do it?" Seokjin blinked twice "Do what?"

Namjoon sighed "have sex?" Seokjin scrunched his face "haven't we talk about this?" Namjoon pouted at Seokjin making the older smile "please, let's wait for the right time besides... I'm not yet ready" and with that Seokjin covered his face with a blanket, ah he was shy

It's not that Seokjin doesn't trust Namjoon. It's just growing up, Seokjin was exposed in an ugly past wherein sex was considered a playtime. His jerky ass father rapes his mom whenever he likes, sometime infront of him and sometimes he can hear his mom's pleading to stop, that made his mom and him run away from his custody, hence making Seokjin be a little afraid of the word 'sex'

Though he is okay with relationships he doesn't last long with anybody because of his phobia and Namjoon understood him and promised that he'll wait till he's ready but right now Namjoon's really craving for it

"Please~" Namjoon really tried his best to look cute but Seokjin's was hard to persuade "no Namjoon now go to sleep" as much as Seokjin wanted to give himself to Namjoon, he's still scared. Seokjin knows that Namjoons understands that