DRAMA:
I fucking hate drama.
Not the subject in school.
Drama.
Girl. Fucking. Drama.
Let me repeat it.
I FUCKING HATE DRAMA.
So you see when I was in 5th grade I had these friends. Hailey, Kaley, Sarah, and the okay ones, Caitlin, Lauren, and Sophia.
These bitches ruined my entire year and mentally scarred me.
Well not Caitlin. Caitlin I love you.❤️
They blamed everything on me. Were huge ass bitches to me everyday and tried to piss me off for no reason then they claimed to be my friends.
Uh no.
On the worst days I had no one to talk to and I'd cry myself to sleep but hey that's life right?
After a while the "okay" ones and I made a "club" and it was fun but more drama and shit and so we all split apart and I mean all of us.
In 6th grade I was alone. Except for drama of course. Sophia was in my class and damn that bitch got worse.
I had no one but Clarice. ❤️
I ate lunch in the teacher's classroom with Clarice so as not to be alone.
I guess that was pretty fun.
When that year ended I was relieved but terrified for the future.
What would happen to me?
Would I be alone?
In 7th grade I actually got so many new friends and reunited with old ones, such as my best friend Bella, Caitlin, and Victoria.
That was the year I could smile everyday with no fault.
I'm in 8th grade now and I'm doing pretty good but there are always those times, those days, sometimes even those weeks where everything is just down and dark. Where everything is half empty but that's what I'm used to and it's okay.
So I really do have a reason to fucking hate drama.
Thank you, thank you very much I'll be here all night. Try the veal!
Ha ha movie references.
CUTTING:
So I am not supporting cutting or hurting ones self so don't get any ideas kids we love you for you.
It's not a way of getting attention.
You do not show people unless you love them and just wanted them to know.
You don't flaunt it around or make jokes about it.
It's a serious topic.
Depression hurts people so much more than you can understand.
This is cliche sounding but depression is like drowning, not able to breathe, your lungs ache for air, your chest is squeezing, your heart is pounding, and all the while you see other people laughing, breathing, and enjoying life around you.
That's what causes so much pain that leads to depression.
I personally don't cut but I know how serious it is and it is a painful topic.
Ya know fuck y'all this is my rant book so I'm writing this down.
Instead of cutting I kinda bite my lips
To the point of brushing, swelling, and sometimes bleeding.
Sometimes it's even subconsciously and I'll realize my lips hurt during class.
Ah well bye bitches
🖕🏻😘
