Diet pills, deep red spills
down my arm, until my wish is granted.
"Slit your wrists, slit your thighs until you make it to the sky."
Is all they told us, all they told us , damn it.
Piling on the makeup, but never on my face.
"Eyeshadow, foundation, topped with hairspray."
Recite, recite the steps to hide
the tally marks counting down until you close your eyes.
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A Look Inside a Crazy Mind
PoetryI am crazy. Insane. Fucked up. My friends are crazy. Insane. Fucked up. This is a look inside my crazy, insane, fucked up mind. My 2 am thoughts, my fears, the truth. This is all I know about myself, which isn't much. This is me.