"Please Maddie I want to go" Tori begged gripping onto the side of my arm jumping up and down, the constant whining was giving me a head ache.
We where sitting in star bucks. Just chillin I guess.
"I'm sorry, I'm not really into them" I sighed. She can't know.
"But 5sos are literally gods, you haven't even heard them sing, meeting one will change you" she spoke, holding her heart pretending to faint.
" I know" I whispered. I felt so, so lost.
" what was that" she said raising an eyes brow at me" slurping at the coffee she held in her hand. Releasing my top from her tight grip.
"What now" I said as if I had no clue.
"Nothing...so how's jack." She laughed nudging my shoulder.
"He's doing well. He'll be touring Spain next...he said Chicago was beautiful."I smiled, frowning at second thoughts.
"What's up" tori sang into my ear.
"Im cool with him being a tour guide and everything, I just never get to spend time with him anymore, like ever!" I said holding my hands out in frustration.
"I'm sure it won't be that long" tori smiled weekly at me.
"It's 3 months" I said looking her in the eyes.
"Hmmmmmm, I would say we could have sleepovers for 3 months, but I don't think George will approve" she frowned. Her brother is a dick.
" hey, but you know what you can do" she said excitedly.
"What." I simply stated.
" see 5sausages with me" she smiled.
"Whyyyyyyyy does life hate me" I said pretending to stab my self. I feel like where in a drama rehearsal.
"What any girl would kill to see 5sos, like it or not your coming. I also got meet and greets" she squealed pushing them up against my face.
Shit.
I can't, I can't see him again. Fuck how do I tell tori. I won't simple. I'll just act as if a normal girl when I meet them and I'll skip meeting him. I'll be fine.
"So who's your favourite?" I asked.
"Calum is goals, just saying but then there's Mikey all adorable like a little kitten, wait Luke and his lip ring. Oh the lip ring" she sang touching her lip just picturing it.
"But then there's also Ashton with his cute little dimples and beautiful eyes" well she wasn't wrong there, wait fuck no I did not just think that.
" so..." I said interested.
" yeah I would probably say Calum" she smirks at me. I felt a weight had been lifted of my shoulder, why i don't know?
" when is jack leaving for Spain?" Tori questioned.
"Two days" I sighed again...I'm doing A lot of sighing lately.
" well 5sos concerts in 3 days" she smiled.
" I know" I said blankly.
" I'm sure Jack doesn't mean to leave you a lot it just sorta...happens" she said awkwardly.
"I know thank you" I turned to her giving her a hug.
"For what" she said wrapping her arms around me.
"For being the bestest friend I could ever ask for." I let go of her smiling before saying my good byes and leaving.
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"Maddie come here" Jack called patting the seat next to him on the couch.
I sat down leaning on to his chest, resting my head in his shoulder.
"I'm going to miss you" I said looking at the stubble of beard on his face.
" me too. it's only 3 months tho" he said patting my head then kissing it gently.
" okay" I said snuggling further into his chest, curling my legs up.
I could slowly feel my eyes drooping shut. There's was only one thing on my mind Keeping me from falling into my deep slumber...that one thing was Ashton.
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Contagious ( An Ashton Irwin fanfiction )
Fanfiction" I should never have said good bye because good bye means going away and going away means forgetting "
