Contagious ( An Ashton Irwin fanfiction )

The package

( the day Ashton left me )

"Dad I'm just going to go help Ashton load his bags I'll be home about 1 ish" I called before shutting the doors and heading to Ashton's house.

* knock knock *

I turned my back and whipped away the few tears that had ran down my cheek as the door opened. Not having Ashton around is going to be difficult.

"Oh hello Maddie what are you doing here" Ashton's mum smiled awkwardly.

" I've came to help Ashton pack up his stuff" I smiled.

"Oh honey your to late" she said.

"What?" I was confused.

"He's already gone" she said frowning.

" I thought you knew" she added

"Oh okay I'm sorry I turned up this is a big mistake I'm so so sorry mrs Irwin I better go" it took all of me to hold back the tears. I would never cry in front of Mrs Irwin.

I started walking away from the house.

" dear he said for me to give you this" she called waving a small red package around.

" thank you " I sniffled walking back up the steps grabbing it turning back around and running away from the Irwin's house hold.

( in my room )

I'm currently curled up I my duvet crying my eyes out.

There was a gentle knock on my door.

"Sweetie are you okay I heard you crying" I heard my worried dad on the other side of the door say.

" yeah don't worry about Me I'm fine" i said whipping a stray tear. Just bloody brilliant me.

"Okay hunny I'm here if you need to talk" he said

"Yeh" I sighed hearing him walking away.

I rolled onto my side and stared at the red package that lay next to me.

Do I open it or do I not. I'm so confused.

I grabbed it and shoved it in my drawers, I can't love him anymore he's messed with my head making me grow feelings for someone who may or may not love me back.

Ughhhhhhh! Fuck it. I yanked my draws open and grabbed the package tearing it open like a rabbid dog.

He's moved 7000 miles away with out saying good by and leaves me a letter...one fucking letter. Wow I guess he really does see me as a nobody.

I opened it slowly scared of what it might say...

Dear Maddie,

By the time you read this I will be on my way to England. I know your mad at me right now, heck probably furious. I just want you to know I love you so much. I did this for us, for you. The fans would destroy us. I couldn't have that. They will only bring you hate making the most perfect human being be destroyed. You are beautiful, kind, smart and funny I just couldn't let it happen. Well i guess this is a fear well for now...see you soon mads.

I love you xx

P.s look back in the envelope.

I quickly chucked the letter behind me and grabbed the envolope pulling it open slightly.

I peered my head in to see a small piece of paper, pinching it with two fingers I pulled it out staring at it.

It was the photo of me and Ashton...that night he kissed me at the beach.

I placed it on my bed only to see writing on the other side.

You said you was waiting for the right photo...for you necklace, I just thought X

Bastered. No matter how much I hate him I can't deny he took a piece of me when he left.

I flicked open the necklace lock and slid the photo in clipping it shut straight after.

Tonight was going to be a tough night.

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I'm sorry this is a short chapter left on a very annoying awkward point but I've been really busy lately and haven't had time.

Hope you all like it never the less and don't forget to vote and stuff cause I like that a lot.

Love you all xxx