" I'm not hungry" I spoke. I felt sick. You know how you feel just before you see along lost relative or when you move to a new school. The sickly feeling was building up inside me, I'm not sure how much longer I can take.
" you need to eat Maddie " Tori said waving a sandwich around in my face.
"I don't what that fucking sandwich" I shouted grabbing it and Chucking it towards the floor.
" what ever" she snorted laughing at what I had just done.
"Can we just join the line now please" I said pointing to the very long que that was formed out side for meet and greet. I just want to get this over and done with.
" Edgar are we ?" She smiled running toward the que.
" nope just can't wait to leave this place away from all the hussle and bussle, away for the boys" I sighed.
" Maddie?" Tori asked me.
"Yeah" I said leaning against a metal railing that led all the way to the entrance of this place.
" do you know who 5sos are I mean your acting awfully strange" she said pressing her lips into a fine line.
" you could say that" I whisper.
" you can tell me if you want" she said tilting her head to one side.
" well you know when I told you I moved from England to Australia and got fed up so came back. There's more to it" I said hoping she wouldn't kill me after I tell her.
"Go on" she smiled
" well before the boys has started a band they went to the same art school as I in Aussie. They were nice and all. Me and Ashton let's say didn't get on to a good start, we then a few days later got paired to do a project and I thought he was a dick, still is. But we started to get closer and I soon became girlfriend at one point but then he left. Fucking left with out nothing. Not even a good bye." I said my eyes slowly welling up.
" come here " Tori said putting her arms out.
I walked straight into them not even bothering how weird I looked.
" Are you sure your okay? Like in the head" Tori asked a little confused by the whole situation.
" do you honestly need proof after this" I said looking at my hands knotting the together.
"Well yeah, it's kinda hard to believe" she half smiled probably scared of how I would act.
I pulled out my phone and dialled Michael.
"Wait are you calling Mikey " she laughed a little.
A few fans heads turned towards us.
"Yea-"
"Hello" the voice spoke.
I looked over to see Tori in shock about to have a heart attack.
"Maddie are you there....Maddie...hello, Maddie? *sigh* beeeeeeeeeeeeeeep"
" I told you" I spoke shocked Michael still had my contacted saved on his phone. I miss him and the boys dearly. I wish sometimes the band hadn't had got big. Selfish I know but who can blame me.
"Woah I really didn't expect that" she breathed out still in shock.
" me neither " I spoke truthfully.
I'm in shock after they left and hit big surely they would have forgotten about me and moved on. I guess not.
*ding* my phone signalled receiving a new message.
I grabbed it out of my back pocket turning it on to read the message.
" I have something special lined up tonight X " - Ashton
What the fuck I read the text over and over and over shock had filled me.
Ashton had...texted me?
Who does he think he is, a year, a year he hasn't spoken to me and now he's decided to go and text me. Good luck there mate you aren't getting any where with that. Bastard.
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Me me me I'm bored af no wifi or Internet and just moved house and now take bus to school and feel like I have forgot on something and my bottle keeled in my bag and I feel pressurised meh...idk anymore.
Is maddie right or being unreasonable with ash.
Hope you like this shitty chapter it's bad I know I wrote it at 10:39pm so. I know that's not late but I was tired.
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Contagious ( An Ashton Irwin fanfiction )
Fanfiction" I should never have said good bye because good bye means going away and going away means forgetting "