( a week later )
What the fuck have I done...I'm such a retard. I have to go and fuck the whole thing up.
Me and ashton could have been great friends and now I probably have none.
He was probably only going to give me a peck on the lips like in a friendly way but no I have to go make a fool outta my self instead.
Shit shit shit! We still have to finish that bloody art project yet and we only have like 5 days left...just when I thought life was getting better.
"Darling are you alright" I heard my dad say on the other side of my bedroom door.
"Yeah I'm fine" I said wiping the tears away from my eyes.
"Okay well it would be nice if you came out and saw your father but if you feel confutable in there then I understand. Lunch is just out side your door and if you need anything don't be afraid to ask" he said softly, I could hear the faint sound of foot steps trailing down the stairs.
( one hour later )
*ding dong*
"Honey can you get the door" I heard my dad shout.
I was still in my room and wasn't planning on leaving it anytime soon.
"No" I simply said earring another vibrate from my phone.
Ashton has called me 8 times and texted me at least 48 times and now probably 49.
I haven't read any I know that it's all going to involve the kiss and probably how I am being such a bitch and just...
*knock knock*
I heard faintly against my bedroom door.
"Who is it" I said shoving my head further into my pillow.
"Uh it's ashton" I heard the voice, Ashton's voice.it sounds like he's been crying.
"Come in" I said quietly scrunching my self up into a ball I may talk to him but I'm to embarrassed to even look at him anymore.
"I am so sorry" he snuffled.
"Why ashton? I'm the fucking moron over here!!! Why are you crying you haven't done anything wrong?" I questions my head not moving from the pillow case.
"Your not a moron and I kissed you and I've ruined everything because I...." Ashton started.
"Yeah yeah you didn't intend on me kissing back it was just a kiss as friends nothing more nothing less you can leave now" I said scrunching my eyes up. the pillow fabric was prodding into my eyes.
"But I like you Maddie" I heard him say.
I lifted my head from the pillow. I probably looked like shit but yeah who gives a fuck.
"What did you just say" I was shocked.
" I think I'm in love with you" he half smiled.
" sit" I demanded patting the seat next to me in my bed.
He slowly walked over and sat down.
" okay so maybe I have been having weird fazes when you and I are together. I always feel this weird tingly feeling whenever we touch and yeah I think Lets says I think I love you too " I said staring at my chest of draws I didn't want to look at him.
He tilted my head to face him.
"Maddie you are the most beautiful girl I have ever met,you are kind,smart,funny and talented but most of all beautiful. I'm so lucky to have a friend like you but i want us to be more than friends but I know that's not going to happen because you need to be with someone worth a lot more than me and..." I shut him up, connecting my lips with his.
He started kissing back almost instantly placing his hands on my waist. It felt magical and I felt like my stomach had exploded because of the amount of fireworks inside it.he grazed his tongue along my bottom lip asking for entrance and I gladly opened up letting his tongue fall in.I tugged at his soft curly hair earring a small moan.
I pulled away resting my head so our for heads where touching.
" Ashton" i breathed
"Maddie" He breathed heavily.
"I love you I don't want any other guy" I spoke rubbing his cheek and pecking his lips.
"I love you too Maddie" Ashton giggled him then pecking my lips.
"I haven't heard that laugh in such along time." I smiled.
"Your so beautiful Maddie" Ashton spoke.
I just hugged him in return. I felt his warm arms wrap around my small frame. I could hear his heart beating like a drum almost. it was so soothing. I Wanted to stay like this for ever.
"Hey do you two want some lemonade" my dad asked knocking on the door.
I looked up at Ashton and he just shook his head.
"No thank you" I said resting my head back against Ashton's chest.
"Sweet lemonade sweet sweet lemonade" Ashton sung into the air softly.
I don't know why but...
I think I love this boy.
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Awh did anyone see that coming. Idk if it's to early but I didn't think so.
Maddie and Ashton = Mashton ( or that Michael and Ashton ) eithers good
Maybe you love him Maddie because he's friken Ashton Irwin ❤️😍 OMG !!!
I have a fricken massive headache right now and it stinging like hell.
Somebody call the doctor...jokes don't actually do that. :')
Hope your all doing well anyways.
All votes are welcome on this book so Ya know I'd like love it if you did.
Love you xxx
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Contagious ( An Ashton Irwin fanfiction )
Fanfiction" I should never have said good bye because good bye means going away and going away means forgetting "
