Live Love Laugh Ft Diggy Simmons

Chapter 14: Broken Hearted Girl

Ok so in the last chapter the only thing that really happened that was actually written down was the part when Erica and Diggy break up, the other stuff was added stuff t make the chapter longer so I;m sorry if it sucked. I really don't know where to go from where I last left off but I'm going to try. This chapter is honestly just a filler and honestly I hate it.  The reason It took me so long to update was because I did not have fun with this chapter at all. I blame @TheRealHer__ for rushing me. But  yeah here it is.  

Erica's POV

The next day I woke up feeling empty and broken, my body was so weak. The doctor walked in right on Que. 

"Hey Erica how are feeling? "

I looked at him with no expression, If I really told him how I felt they would probably check me into a insane asylum. I felt like crawling into a hole and never coming out. I wanted to cut myself and draw Diggys name with my blood. I felt like my heart was replaced with a hole and was sucking all the life out of me. I was slowly falling into deep depression. Daniel had broken his promise and left me with a broken heart.

"Ok well we called your mother." The doctor stepped out and my mother stepped in.

"Oh Erica are you ok the hospital called and told me that you were in here and I was scared. What happened to you and why are you in here."

I didn't answer. I couldn't answer her. My mouth could open but words wouldn't exit. I know for a fact my mom was going to say I'm being disrespectful for not answer if only she knew what was going on.

" Erica I know you ain't ignoring me I will give you reason to stay in this dog on hospital a little longer now answer me ."

I tried to talk but my depression was overpowering me that it didn't allow me to speak. "Let me get the doctor." She walked out to fetch my doctor. In about thirty seconds the doctor came in followed by my mom.

"Dr. Jamison is it? Can you please tell me what the heck is wrong with my daughter she won't talk to me "

"Mrs. Davis Erica hasn't said a word since she's got here. "

"What the heck do you mean she hasn't said a word since she got here? Do you know how much this girl talks? "

"Well ma'am we are telling you what we have witnessed. "

The doctor checked his clipboard and starting explaining somethings to my mom. He told her that I have signs of depression. My mom looked at me and her face turned into a look of worry. My face however looked sad and depressed. I stayed in the hospital for about four more days, for what I don't know. On the day of my release my mom came to get me early, I was ready  to leave,  because I hate hospital food It really irks me. My mom walked in my room with a bag that she obviously got out of my room. In the bag was clothes for me to change into. While I was in the hospital the Doctor tried to get me to talk, but that was an epic fail.

My grandma came in to visit me while I was in this hell hole. I'm guessing my mom had already ran her mouth about me being in the hospital. When My grandma came in she had a little boy with her. It was KJ I looked at him and just cried. My heart broke when I saw him, if only I had told Diggy about him earlier I would not be sitting in the fucking hospital all depressed and shit. 

"Erica I really have to speak to you about KJ"

I looked at her then directed my attention to KJ he looked so innocent and didn't deserve to be treated the way I was treating. I had abandoned my son to have fun in High school. All I could see is Khalil when I looked at KJ. She brought him the day before I was released form the hospital. 

"Erica Go in the bathroom wash so you can go" I lifted my body off of the bed slowly and grabbed my bag full of clothes. After spending almost an hour in the bathroom I finally came out and saw my mom sitting on the phone in a deep conversation.

"why don't you take him to his daddy." She said in an angry tone.

"This girl is damn near depressed do you really think that's a good idea." 

"I'm sorry I was just saying that she is-'''

"Ughhh I know that mama just listen to me for a sec-"

"Ughhhhh She not his only parent."

"Whatever we will discuss this face to face good bye mama." My mom hung up he phone and realized that I was out of the bathroom. "Oh Hey Erica You ready?" I nodded my head and we headed out. 

An hour later we pulled in front of our house and before I could even open the car door Eboni and Karlita came running out. 

"Erica OMG" 

"ERICA ERICA WE WERE SO WORRIED"

I did't say anything I just walked in the house, went up stairs and locked myself in my room. I threw myself on my bed and buried my face in my pillows. After about three hours I woke up and looked around my room there was picture after picture of me and Diggy. There was a Picture of Diggy and I at Disneyland, that was the first day he ever told me that he loved me. On top of the picture sat the pink Minnnie mouse ears I bought. On my wall hung a drawing of me and Diggy. Then there was just random pictures that we took together. I finally realized that these were my only memories of our relationship; and they were making me nauseous. I ran out of my room and down the hall the bathroom. Karlita walked in to see if I was ok.

"Erica You good?" 

I looked up at her and my eyes had tears running down them. the only thing I could say was "Why?"

"Why What Erica?" Karlita asked confused.

I went to the sink and brushed my teeth and walked sluggishly to my bedroom locking the door once again. I didn't know how to feel about this break but I did know that it was slowly hurting me emotionally and physically.