Chapter 3: I Can't Tell You

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Erica's POV

Had I really forgotten my own sons birthday wow am I that terrible. I still had the phone close to my ear and heard Khalil let out a small chuckle TF was he chuckling about.

"wow Erica you're so wrapped up in your little relationship that you really forgot what really important"

" I did not forget"

" And I'd be dumb if I believed you"

"whatever"

"Erica You don't get it do you, you are being selfish, KJ doesn't deserve this you really are something I nominate you for the worst mother award"

"Fuck You Khalil you have no right to say that" I yelled

" I have every right to say that You are hiding our son away from the world like he is some New toy and hes not He is a human being and more importantly he is our son"

I felt tears threaten to leave my eyes but i refused to let him break me. CLICK. I hung up on him while he was still talking I couldn't take it anymore. I sat there for a few minutes trying to get myself together. I finally walked back to where everyone was at and we left. The boys left in Princeton's 2013 Toyota Avalon and the girls and I left in Diggy's 2013 Range Rover. I was quiet the whole ride home Kay and Ebonie kept talking about Roc and Prod Ughhhh i was wishing that they would shut up.

When we finally pulled up in front of my house I reached for the handle to get out but Dig put his hand on my hand with a concerned look on his face. " Erica wait can we talk right quick"

"About what?"

"Well for starters..." Before he finished he looked back and saw that Kay an Eboni were still in the car and had their ears towards our conversation

"Uh if you don't mind I would like to talk to Erica" He told them

"Ok go ahead" Kay said

"Yeah we ain't stopping you" Ebonie pushed

"ALONE" He said out of annoyance

They both looked at each other and nodded "Ohhhhhhhhh" they left the car and Diggy turned his attention back to me.

"Now like i was saying Why were you crying?"

I looked at him *caught* "I wasn't crying"

"Do I look stupid"

"Is that a trick question"

"Erica i'm being serious"

"And so was I"

"Ughhhh why the fuck are you acting like this"

"Imma need you to chill"

"Well I'm trying to talk to you and figure out what wrong with you"

"Nothing Is wrong Daniel"

"Erica how are we suppose to hold a healthy relationship if you don't tell me anything"

I looked like he was crazy "Are you kidding me I tell you EVERYTHING"

"telling me how you day was doesn't count"

"Now you know that is not all I tell You"

"Oh excuse the drama at school, the gossip, how much your parents are all on your back about your grades and lets not forget you female issues....."

"Ok Ok I get gosh you want to know more, But you have to understand that some things should be left out"

"Babe a relationship is about honesty and trust, we been together for two years about to 3, and we been through a lot of shit so whatever it is I KNOW for a fact we can get through TOGETHER"

I looked at him and felt really bad for not telling him that I have a son, he deserves to know but how will he feel that its with his friend Khalil. In my defense I had KJ before I ever met Diggy but why didn't Khalil tell him that he had a baby they have been friends for a long time. I stared out the window for a second and my eyes started watering, I hated crying in front of people especially Diggy .

"I'm just afraid that this might end our relationship" I said in a low tone still looking out the window

"Wow that big huh" He said sitting back. If only he knew. "Well I'm sure that it wont end what we have like I said we done been to hell and back in the last years so we will through and I will love you regardless"

I opened the passenger door getting ready to head in the house but then turned around Diggy saw the tears in my eyes "I love you Diggy" and with that last statement I left.

I'm sorry if this was short Y'all. But tell me what yall think. Should she tell him? Do you think Diggy will be mad when he finds out? Only One person knows and that's me LOL.

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