Live Love Laugh Ft Diggy Simmons

Chapter 20: The way I Feel.

Erica POV

I swear if I said I was shocked that would be an understatement. What the fiery hell was he doing here. First we end up in the same hotel on the same floor now we are in the same restaurant.

"Holy fucking shit this shit makes so much since. " Spin started laughing.

"Watch your mouth around my son. " I snapped.

I looked at Diggy who was just as shocked as I was.

Spin was still laughing I looked over at NaJeah who looked nervous. None of us spoke the only noise that was being made was coming from SpinKing.  I knew exactly what Diggy was thinking.

"Uh hello can someone speak to get the elephant out the room." NaJeah said.

"What elphant? " KJ asked looking around for the nonexistent elephant.

"Not a real elephant KJ a fake one. " She told him.

"Awww man I wanted to see the elphant?"

"Erica  your son is so funny swear." We all looked at Spin thinking the same thing I'm sure. When he noticed our stares he lowed his laughing until it came to a complete stop. "My bad I can see this is a serious moment so I'm just going to go." And just like that he walked away leaving Diggy behind.

"You can go too ya' know." I said turning back around.

"Erica look I never got a chance to say that I'm s-"

"Save it has been a whole year I'm over it and I've moved on."

"Oh ok then, well I'm just going to go then."

"Wait but mommy can Mr Diggy sit with us." KJ asked.

NaJeah looked at me and I was trying to be serious but I just couldn't. We both started laughing. We for a minute and then stopped.

"Um no KJ I think Mr. Diggy has to get back to his table." I was trying to hold back my laughter again but that was just too funny.

"Awwww but mommy it's my birday and you said I can do whateber and go  anypace for my birday as long as it's not il-leetal."

"Really Erica. " NaJeah "As long as it's not illegal. "

"Whaaaat I don't  want him doing no bad stuff that might land him the c block in somebody's jail cell."

"I guess Erica. "

"Can he stay and eat with us?"

"KJ he's here with his family and I'm sure they want him there at their table."

KJ crossed his arms and pouted and started kicking his legs. "Hmmmmm but it's my birthday."

"KJ sit up NOW!" I snarled.

He looked at not moving at first, but after I gave him the 'as if I play with you look' he sat up straight.

"Now Mr. Diggy can not sit with us and that's final. "

"Who said I can't? " Diggy asked.

"Umm excuse me? "

"I'm just saying it's little mans birthday you act like it's the end of the world."

I looked at NaJeah for back up and she sat quietly looking at us. I sighed and looked at KJ who gave me the puppy dog face  which was something I couldn't resist. I looked at Diggy who had that 'it's up to you ' look. After contemplating about what could possibly go wrong I gave in and he pulled a chair from another table and sat next to KJ. As soon as Diggy sat down Brandon came to take our order. He came over with a smile that transformed into a frown as soon as he saw Diggy.

"Um uh are you guys ready to order?" 

He took our order and before walking away he looked into what seemed to be my soul and walked away. I sat back and looked at NaJeah and she was looking down at her phone. KJ was talking to Diggy about what he wanted to see when he visited the different theme Parks. When I food came it was another person serving our food. I kind of guessed Brandon wasn't going to come back, but he didn't even bother to ask he just assumed. This person looked at me and shook their head at. It took me a minute to realize who this person was.

"Wait a minute, Marcus?"

"Erica!"

"What the heck are you doing here?"

"Well uh let me think hmmmmm I'm working. "

"Still got a smart mouth I see."

"And you still hoeing around I see."

I got up and walked closer to him.

"See this is why I never liked yo ass."

"Careful I'm the one handling your food."

"Is there a problem? " Diggy asked while standing up.

"Nigga sit yo ole high yellow as down." Marcus barked.

"Erica how do you know him? " Diggy asked me.

"This is Marcus, Khalil's annoying ass cousin. He gave me hell all throughout high-school. I prayed that I would never see him again after graduation, clearly I didn't pray hard enough. "

"You know God don't like ugly." He smirked.

"I know God don't like you. " I rolled my eyes.

"Can we just get our food so Marcus can leave?" NaJeah groaned.

Gave us our food and left. NaJeah and I ate our food in silence while KJ and Diggy conversed about cars while eating. After eating KJ said bye to Diggy and we left the restaurant. Kj, NaJeah and I walked around Downtown Disney for a couple of hours more then finally headed back to our hotel.

"So today was pretty interesting huh? " NaJeah asked while flipping through channels.

"Please turn the TV down KJ is trying to sleep." I said nonchalantly.

"So you just gonna ignore my question huh? "

"NaNa I'm trying to ignore everything that went down today. Brandon Diggy Spin MARCUS. "

"Okay but why are yelling though there is no reason to yell."

I looked up from my phone and gave her that 'don't do it to yourself ' look. She was about to piss me off so I left the room and made my way down to the lobby. I went into the gym to clear my head of today's events. After running on the treadmill for 15 minutes I got off and started to stretch.

"I guess great minds think alike ." I heard him say from the entrance of the gym.

"What makes you say that?" I asked still stretching.

"Erica I know you, you didn't just come to the gym to workout you came to think."

"Well now that I'm done thinking I will be leaving now. "

"Why you always running, you need to face me."

"I'm not sure who I'm looking at Daniel or Diggy? The last I actually faced you was when you broke up with me.  I nearly died because of that break up. I had thoughts of suicide. I wanted to cut myself and draw your name with my blood. That's how bad it hurt. "

"It was for a good reason. " He sighed.

"I'm sure it was now in leaving for a good reason. The only reason I'm here is for KJ ans I refuse to let you ruin that."

"So you don't miss me huh? "

"Not a bit now like I said before I'm done thinking so I'm leaving. Good bye Daniel. " I didn't want to leave, I actually want to stay right there with him but I had to leave him just like he left me last year. I thought he would chase me, run after me and tell me that I didn't mean it, tell me that he couldn't stand be away from me for another day, but that wasn't the case. He just let me leave with a word. I just hope he feels the same way I did when he left me after breaking up with me at Menchies. I want him to know how it feels to have a broken heart.