Live for Love

Nobody's perfect

Kaelynns pov

I'm just coming back from shoe shopping with my mom and I must say she has good taste. Abel contacted me yesterday and told me he was in town and it was important that he speak with me immediately. At first I wasn't going to respond to him but my mom convinced me to at least talk to him. He suggested that we meet at his apartment but I told him no. I wasn't going to fall for that trap. We agreed on having a meeting at a small coffee shop. As I drive I can't help but to think about what he has to tell me. I just hope that it's something important and it won't be a waste of time.

When I finally get to the coffee shop I park the car I rented and head into the place. I spot Freddy and Abel in a table towards the back and I quickly walk towards them.

"Hey." Abel says when he sees me and Freddy just waves.

"Hi Abel and Freddy."

"I'm going to let you two have your privacy." Freddy stands up and walks away leaving Abel and I alone.

I order a cup of hot chocolate and a cinnamon roll when the waiter comes to the table.

"So what's up Abel? Why did you call me here?"

"How are you Kay? I'm fine thanks for asking." he ignores my questions.

"Abel I'm just fine, but I didn't come here to have small talk with you."

"Do you want me to be honest?" he looks down.

I nod my head "Yes that's all I want from you."

"Here you are sorry it took so long." the waiter places the cinnamon roll and hot chocolate in front of me and I tell him thanks before he leaves.

"The truth is that not too long ago I found out that I wasn't going to be a father."

I chuckle "Abel why are you lying we both read the same paper and it said you are the father."

"Olivia made that paper to set me up. If you don't believe me I'll call the doctor right now." he pulls out his phone but I stop him.

"Okay I believe you, but why would she do that?"

"She wanted me to take care of her child. Olivia figured that if she tricked me into believing that the baby was mine she would have to worry about paying for anything." I nod my head.

"Abel you could have told me this on the phone you didn't need to come her just to tell me that."

"I didn't just come here for that. I came to tell you I love you and that I want to work this out. I miss you so much Kay and you can't pretend you haven't missed me." I start to get uncomfortable as he scoots closer to me.

"Abel you just can't expect me to get back together with you. The baby isn't yours but you still cheated on me." I began to play with my half ate cinnamon roll.

"I know I fucked up Kaelynn but give me on more chance. I need you in my life I've never loved someone like I love you." he grabs my hand and I feel my heart skip a beat.

"We broke up months ago and I'm finally starting to feel like myself again. I can't get back in a relationship with you and have you break my heart again."

It's true that sometimes I do miss him but he has to know he can't keep hurting me. It feels like a ongoing cycle we get together, we're happy, something bad happens, we break up and then it repeats.

"I can't promise that we'll have the same type of relationship we did before but I can promise you that I'll be different. In done fucking around and cheating on you with bitches that don't even care about my well being."