Live for Love

Pose

Kaelynns pov

My eyes immediately open as my alarm goes crazy in my ear. I rub my face and sit up in my bed.

"Good morning princess." I look down and rub my baby bump.

It's time to get ready for my maternity shoot with Lamar and I want coffee but I know I shouldn't have a cup. I'm usually up early in the morning but being pregnant makes me extremely tired at the end of the day.

After my shower I get dressed and fix a sandwich and chips. As I eat I scroll down my Instagram and like a few 'do it yourself' post. When I hear Lamar come through the front door I wave at him because I'm in the middle of chewing. Other than my mom and dad Lamar is the only one that has a key to my house. I gave it to him just in case I go into labor and he has to come get me. I know I should have gave that responsibility to Abel but he has other things to worry about, and I don't think his new girlfriend would like it if I gave him a key.

"I'll be ready to leave right after I finish my food." I say before taking another bite.

"Okay, take your time kaelynn." He says while pulling out a chair."

"So what are you thinking for the shoot." I ask

"I actually have a few concepts the first is going to a safe little river and taking a few pictures there. The other one is taking pictures in front of a black backdrop. I already have a hair, makeup, and wardrobe team waiting for us. Abel helped me get all of that." He explains while taking a few chips off my plate.

"Those ideas are cool I know your going to make it great."

I finish eating my lunch and lock up the house before leaving. I lay my head back on the seat while Lamar drives. I'm still pretty tired so we aren't talking as much.

Twenty minutes later we pull up to a grassy area with a little river in the middle of everything. I see people waiting for us and there's even a tent I suppose that's where I get dressed. Abel's also here I kind of thought he would be to busy but I'm glad he came.

We get out the car and make our way over to everyone. Lamar holds on to me just so I didn't trip over anything hiding in the grass.

"Hey kaelynn, how are you?" Abel pulls me into a hug while asking.

"Hi Abel I'm fine." I smile at him when we pull away.

"Alright for the first shot I want you to be natural no makeup and only a minor hair change. I want this to be a natural shot because you look beautiful with and without makeup." Lamar says while getting his camera ready.

"Okay, so do I just go into the tent to get dressed and everything."

I ask and Abel says "Yes, I'll walk you to the tent."

We walk arm and arm towards the tent then he goes in before me.

"Alright, she's here guys get her ready for the first natural shot."

Everyone nods and two people walk towards me.

"Hey I'm Nick and I'll be doing you hair and makeup today. My friend to the left of me is Mya she'll take care of you in wardrobe." A nice looking man says to me.

"I'm Alexis and thank you for coming out to help me today."

"No problem, now if you'll follow me I'll get started on your hair." He takes my hand and I follow him.

After a little while of doing my hair Mya gave me a pink silky cloth and I wrapped around my body. When I stepped out the tent Abel was there to help me walk towards lamar and the river.

"I want you to walk into the river not far but I want the water to reach thigh level. Then I want you to pose."

I nod and make my way slowly into the river. He tells me to stop when the water has reached my thigh. I start posing and trying my best to mimic the girl off of 'Americas next top model.' I laugh at my self on the inside and it comes out as a laugh.

"Yes, that's it just be natural Kaelynn." Lamar says.

I pull the pink blanket around me and do some simple poses.

"Alright for this last shot I want you to look away from the camera and place your hand to the side of your stomach."

I do what I am told and about five seconds later "Perfect that's it! I'll meet everyone at the next location." Lamar says

I come out of the river and head back in the tent to put my clothes back on. When I'm finished I meet Lamar at the car and we head to the next location.

"That was fun Lamar." I say with a chuckle.

"I could tell when you got comfortable, you enjoyed it."

"I'm glad I agreed to do this." I say with a smile.

It took us less than fifteen minutes to get to the next location. It was simple but cute I like the all black backdrop. This time around I got my makeup and hair done. It took a long time but the aftermath was beautiful. I wrapped the white silk blanket like sheet around my body and walked towards the backdrop.

Abels pov

I watched as she moved and posed with such grace I haven't seen before. She is so beautiful I can't help but to stare at her. No, what am I saying I have a girlfriend now I can't be thinking about her like that. I can't help it though when I'm with Jamie all I do is imagine she's kaelynn. They are nothing alike but I can't help what I feel in my heart. I have some feelings for Jamie so it's not like I'm just using her.

They turn on the music and she starts dancing a little. I giggle when she starts making silly faces at the camera. Everyone that's around stopped doing what they were doing and started watching kaelynn. Also they are cheering her on it's almost like she's a natural to the game.

My phone starts ringing and I step outside to take it. I look at the caller id and I see it's Jamie.

"Hello." I say confused I thought she had a photoshoot of her own today.

"Hey baby where are you?" Her seductive voice sends goosebumps all over me.

"I'm still at the photoshoot with Lamar. We should be done in about twenty minutes."

Her voice changes "Oh, you're still at the maternity shoot with kaelynn. I thought you were going to stop by mine so we could grab lunch."

"Listen Jamie I never said I was gonna stop by and yes I'm still here I haven't seen kaelynn that much since we started dating. I need her to know I'm still in h- I mean I have to support her."

"I know, I know you have to keep her happy." I know she's rolling her eyes.

"I have to get back inside but I'll swing by your house later tonight." I say before hanging up.

I need to get my shit together, I need to figure who I want. I can't keep playing myself like this. I guess I should just keep things going with Jamie and realize Kaelynn doesn't want me anymore. I'm pretty sure if she wasn't pregnant she would have found someone. I rub my hand over my face and walk back inside. They are already done to little to late.