Finding Me

Chapter 18

After everything that had happen that day Ava was tired. To tired to go to the club and watch Harry perform their song and that was really starting to piss her off. She knew if she didn't get a few minutes alone she would end up blowing up and saying something she would regret. She quietly gets up and walks to the kitchen and gets her a glass of ice water. She's leaning against the counter sipping it when Harry walks in to check on her.

"Peanut, are you okay?" He asks her softly placing a hand on her shoulder.

"No, Harry, I'm not okay." Ava tells him taking a step away from him, not noticing his frown. "I'm tired, I'm tired of all the drama, I'm tired of everything right now. I'm to tired to go to the club tonight and listen to my fiance sing the song we wrote. Hell right now I'm tired of fucking fighting." She yelled throwing her hands in the air, not realizing the rest of the group was standing in the doorway hearing everything. "I just want to curl up and give up. Hell Niall would be happy. I'm sure there would be others glad to see me gone too." She cried with tears streaming down her cheeks as she finally looked at Harry. She was surprised to his face had tears on it too, but what surprised her the most was the anger in his eyes. He had never been mad at her.

At hearing Ava's words Harry lost it. He slammed his fist on the counter. "You know what fine, you want to give up, give the fuck up. I'm so damn tired too, I'm tired of reminding you to take your meds. Or having to carry your lazy ass up the stairs to fucking bed every night because you're to damn stupid to realize you're tired and walk your own ass up there." He yells as he takes a step toward her so he's right in her face. "I'm fucking sick and tired of having to clean up after you everytime you puke. You know what, you want to give up I'll help you." Harry screams and pushes her out of the way, causing her to stumble, as he her grabs all her meds and throws them in sink with the garbage disposal and flips the switch grinding them all up together.

Ava just stared in shocked as Harry just distroyed her meds. She could feel a panic attack coming on her breathing was picking up and her heart rate was way to fast, but she was froze in one spot as Harry continued yelling at her literally for the first time ever.

"I'm so fucking tired of having to help you in the shower, I mean you act like a damn 2 year old. My God you're not that sick you should be able to do some things on your own without me by your side 24/7." Harry yelled as he slammed his fist on the counter again, not noticing the distress Ava was in.

Zayn, and everyone else did though, he was watching her closely and knew she was about to pass out so he was getting ready to move. Harry's next statement was what pushed her over the edge. Hell it push everyone over the edge and into action.

"Hell, I'll call Niall myself and let him take care of you, you stupid fucking nerd. I'm so fucking done with you." Harry screamed.

"Fuck." Zayn snapped as he sprinted across the kitchen toward the falling Ava. He was to far away though, he watched in horror as her head crashed against the tiled floor with a sickening crack and literally bounced twice. Zayn slid on his knees to Ava as Louis and Damon grabbed Harry and tried to pull him out of the room. Zayn slid his arm under Ava's head to check for injuries and that was when he noticed the pool of blood forming under her head.
He wasn't the only one to notice it though, Tia did to and screamed causing Harry to spin around and see, for the first time, the damage he caused the one person he loved more than anything in this world. Aaron was dialing 911 to get help there as soon as possible, Ed was getting towels to try and stop the bleeding.
Harry jerked himself free from Lou and Damon and started walking back toward Ava, but Zayn jumped up and stopped him.

"Don't even think about it. You have caused enough damage today. If you think I'm going to let you touch her you're wrong." Zayn snapped. "You have already crushed her meds up and basically flushed them down the sink. If you think I'm going to let you try and kill her more than you already have, think again." Zayn cried as he went back to the girl he loved like a sister.