June 12, 2013

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I dreamed about him again. AGAIN. Someone just shoot me, please. This was another dream about our relationship and I can only vividly remember.

I don't remember where we were but I was with him...We were alone in a room and I couldn't look at him so my face was to the wall. I heard him come up behind me. He rested his head on my shoulder and started crying. I turned around to hug him and I started crying as well. He said, "There's only one problem...I still love you." After the words came out, he buried his head in my shoulder and started crying...I kissed his head and told him I still loved him as well.

The dream continued and we were walking around holding hands...We were together again.

These dreams have begun to make me wonder about those Psychological facts  about dreams...

"If you're awake at night, it means you are awake in someone else's dream."...He was awake around the time I had that dream a few nights ago.

And for the other sayings...

"If you dream about someone, it means they are missing you."

"If you dream about someone, it means that you were the last thing on their mind before they went to bed."

Now I suppose all of this could be nonsense but I'm heartbroken still....So it's okay to wonder these things, right?  I just don't know anymore...Am I some crazy psychopath? I'm still scarred and I can't help but wonder if he's thinking about me right now. My friend told me that he wasn't the one if he didn't talk things over, but I still argue. But I suppose that in the end, if we're meant to be, we will be...Forever.

 

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