February 13, 2014

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Well, tomorrow is Valentine's Day. I don't want to complain too much about not having a boyfriend because hey...how many people go without dads or moms on Father's Day or Mother's Day? Besides, I'm looking at it this way: I won't feel any more alone than I did last year...even when I did have a boyfriend!

So, what do I do the night before V-Day? Why, I write a poem for my ex, of course! Totally normal hahaha not really. I have issues with letting go. It's my depression. I feel bad for being depressed but I feel worse about the symptoms. Like not being able to let go.

Sewn hearts and empty rooms

Feelings and hauntings of former dooms

Where was I without you?

My sanity is far beyond due.

Bloody arms and corridors

Losing keys to all the doors

Where were you last I knew?

You were finding someone new.

Broken fists with dry, cracked wall

Memories both large and small

Where was my heart last year?

It was chasing you from the rear.

Drowning lungs and pretty stairs

And you with all your love affairs

When will I get over you?

You're directing my heart askew.

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