June 12, 2013.
You know what sucks? Everything.
Okay, maybe not everything; there are some plus sides to life. Like music, and dogs, and ice cream, and books, but other than that, stuff sucks.
I should be in school right now, but I'm sick. It's my second day staying home and no one seems to notice or care. Whenever my friends aren't in school, I get worried and text them as soon as school's over. So how come my friend's don't care when I'm not there? Sometimes I feel like I don't even have friends. My only friend really is my dog. He's always there for me and no matter what, he still loves me. I know this sounds stupid, but I tell him everything. He's the only one who won't judge me. Sometimes I wish he were real, maybe then I might actually have a real friend. I'm crazy, I know.
Anyways, I hope you're doing good.
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I really want to sing right now but my voice sounds like a man and it's quite disturbing. I have a doctors appointment later and I'm not excited at all.
I've been taking sleeping pills for the past two days and they're actually working. I've been going to bed at around 8:30 and I wake up maybe once or twice throughout the night.
My night usually consists of coming home from school, doing homework, being lazy and reading fan fiction, showering, then going to bed. I have a pretty boring life. Nothing spectactular. I'm still waiting for the day I become famous, but that's obviously never going to happen; so for now I'll stick to writing.
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So, recently I've been on a diet. My friends and family all say I'm fine, and I actually started to believe it, but as soon as I look in the mirror, that feeling is gone. I've been doing pretty good on this diet too. I cut down on meals and watch how many calories I consume. I used to eat up to five meals a day, now I'm down to three. Anyways, you probably don't care about that.
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Good news is school's ending soon. Only about a week left. I'm so happy I finally get to get out of there. People are rude and I hate it. I'm not looking forward to finals what so ever though.
I better get going, I still have three more packets to finish for school, I'll write again soon, have a good day, dear friend.
