May 30th, 2013.
Dear whoemever,
Sorry I haven't written to you in awhile. I've been very busy. Yesterday was my schools talent show. My friend and I were in it and I think we did okay. I was extremely nervous and shaking the whole time considering it was my first time ever performing in front of a large group of people. Towards the middle of the song, I became more and more comfortable with perfoming and I really enjoyed it. My heart is set on fulfilling my dream of becoming famous, but I doubt that that would ever happen. I'm trying though. I'm becoming more and more confident with letting my voice sing out the words my mouth wont let me speak. Overall, yesterday was one of the best experiences I've ever encountered.
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I know I won't be able to hear your answer to this but, what do you think about gay rights? I just went completely off topic with this but im serious. It upsets me when two people who really love eachother can't get married because of their gender. It's also very upsetting when I hear of people taking their own lives because they live in a world where they can't be themeselves. A world where they will be judged because of who they love. It does not matter if you are gay, lesbian, bi, straight, or anything else. You are you. And you are amazing for who you are. Loving the same gender shouldn't change that. Everyone deserves the chance to walk hand in hand with the one they love without being called names or being judged for it. Love is love; no matter who you are.
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I'm really stressed. I have a math test Monday and I have no clue how to do any of the work. I have, like, three packets to complete over the weekend and It's just too much. Don't teachers understand that some students have problems to deal with at home and some of us suffer from anxiety? I started crying earlier because It's just too much. I want to do good, I want to push farther beyond everyone's expectations; but I just can't. I need a break, from everything. My head is throbbing and I don't feel good. It's been a long week. I'm going to go take sleeping pills and hopefully get sleep tonight. I haven't slept properly in the past four days and I could really use some rest. Talk to you later, dear friend.
