Lucky Strike

Miscarriage

Adam's POV 

"You were pregnant?" I asked her. She now had tears running down her cheeks. "Yeah, 3 months," She said. "When did you find out?" I asked her. "2 months ago. My doctor told me not to tell anyone, due to the higher chance of having a miscarriage in the first 3 to 4 months." She said. I wiped her tears away with my thumb.

"I found out about the miscarriage 2 weeks ago. That's why I've been yelling a lot lately. It's just little things are pushing me over the edge." She said. "I'm sorry babe. If you would have told me, I could have been there for you," I said. "I didn't want to drag you into this. I know you want more kids and this would've made you upset," She said. "I'm sorry you had to go through this alone," I said. 

"I'm going to go talk to Noah," She said. "Alright, I love you Scar," I said. "I love you too Adam," She said before she gave me a quick kiss and walked out of the room. I followed behind her and stood against the door frame as I watched her walk over to Noah. 

She sat down on the same spot where I sat, right in front of Noah's bed. "Noah?" She asked him. He keeped his head facing the ground. "Noah, did you tell daddy that I hate you?" She asked him. He looked up and looked right at her. "Yes," He said quietly. "Why?" She asked. "You yell at me and Violet all the time. You never used to yell at us, mommy." He said. Scarlett looked over at me and I could see the sadness in her eyes.

"I'm sorry Noah. I don't hate you. I love you very much," She said as she pulled him into a hug. "I'm sorry for coloring on Viloet's wall," He said. "It's ok. Let's just stick to paper from now on, ok?" She said. "Ok. I love you mommy," He said. "Can I go color with Violet?" He asked. "Of course," She said before Noah ran out of the room and downstairs.

Scarlett walked over to me and grabbed my hand. We walked downstairs and saw Violet and Noah coloring at the the kitchen table. "Violet? Noah?" Scarlett said. "Yes, mommy?" They said. "Will you two be ok if daddy and I are upstairs for a little bit?" She asked them. They both nodded their heads. "Ok, behave," She said before she led me back upstairs. 

We walked into our bedroom and Scarlett kicked the door shut behind us. Scarlett pushed me against the wall and I grabbed her hips. "Did you just get me in here for a quickie?" I asked her with a smirk on my face. "You still want that baby?" She asked as she fiddled with the waistband of my sweatpants. "You're ready to try again?" I asked her. "Yes, I am." She said as she moved her hands under my shirt and up my chest. "Alright, lead the way," I said. 

Next thing I know, our clothes are scattered around the room and we're tangled in the bed sheets.

30 minutes later, Scarlett's head was resting on my chest and we were tangled in the sheets. I ran my fingers through her hair and kissed her head. "That was amazing," Scarlett said as she rolled over to face me. "Just think, our little boy or girl could have just been created," She said. "That would be wonderful," I said before I kissed her. 

"Do you want to take the kids to The Voice today?" I asked her. "I think they would love that. They love to play with Jackson and Max." She said. "Then we better get ready," I said as I climbed out of bed. I slipped on my boxers and went into my closet. I picked out my classic white t-shirt with a black leather jacket to go along with my dark jeans and black biker boots. 

When I walked out of the closet, there stood Scarlett in a pair of white skinny jeans with a white Marilyn Monroe crop top. She had on black peep toe stilettos and her diamond belly button ring showed. Her hair was in a high ponytail and she had on some light makeup. 

I walked over to her and wrapped my arms around her waist. "For a mother of twin, 3 year olds, you are quite sexy," I said. "You're not so bad yourself, Mr. Rockstar," She said before she gave me a quick kiss and walked downstairs. I followed behind her as we walked into the kitchen. 

At the kitchen table, sat Violet and Noah, who were eating pancakes. And standing at the kitchen counter, was Jesse. 

"Violet, Noah, will you go upstairs and get ready. We are going to go to The Voice with daddy," Scarlett said. "Yay!" Violet and Noah shouted as they ran upstairs. "How did you get in?" I asked Jesse. "You gave me a key. Remember?" He said. "Oh, yeah, sorry." I said. "What's up?" Scarlett asked him as he picked up Violet and Noah's plates and tossed the remaining pancakes on their plates in the garbage.

"Just came over to hang out. You two really shouldn't have sex when the kids are awake and are on the floor below you," Jesse said. Scarlett dropped the plates in the sink in shock. "Excuse me?" Scarlett said. "Yeah, you two are really loud. Especially you, Scarlett. Have you learned nothing from Paris?" He said. Scarlett walked across the counter from Jesse and stared at him. "What are you talking about?" She asked him.

"Well, when I walked in, I immediately saw Violet and Noah coloring. I walked over to them and asked them where you two were. They told me that you went upstairs. Then I heard you screaming, Scarlett. Then Noah asked me why his mommy kept shouting daddy's name," Jesse said before he bursted into laughter. "What did you tell them?" I asked him. "That you were trying to build something and you kept messing up, so Scarlett would yell at you." Jesse said through his fit of laughter. 

"What did they say?" Scarlett asked. "They just shrugged it off and eventually you stopped," Jesse said. "So unless you will have things that you 'built' to show them, I suggest that you stop having sex while they're awake." He said. I saw Scarlett blush. "Sorry," She said. I walked behind her and wrapped my arms around her. "It's ok to be loud, I like it that way," I said. Scarlett giggled and Jesse gave me a disgusted look. 

"Really Adam? Don't forget that she's my little sister. I will not hesitate to kick your ass," He said. "I'm jsut kidding Jesse," I said. "Alright, well I'll see you guys later," Jesse said before he took off. 

Soon after, Violet and Noah came running down the stairs. "Ready!" They shouted. Scarlett and I picked them up, set them in the car, and we were off to The Voice studio.