Chapter 23: Hurt My Love

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I walk around the school to find Jungkook. I search around not living the little spot. I know, I look like a mad woman. But what can I do ? I'm madly in love with Jungkook and I can't live without him. Why I can't realize it sooner. How idiot I am.

I start asking people in the school. Everyone give me curious looks and some other people give me disgust looks. Yeah. I'm a nerd. I keep walking and walking until I was shove to the locker. I gasped.

" Hello " A guy said while making his voice sound sexy. Sooo euwwww.. I think Jungkook's voice more sweet and sexy.

I look up and stared at the guy for how long I don't know. Not lovingly more like deathly. He's the one who thrown me paper ball at the class ! How dare he's talking to me right now!

" What do you want?!" I said.

" Chill hottie" he smirk. Urghh.. So annoying guy this day.

" Come on, hurry up. Don't waste my time. I've got better things to do than talking to you"

" Well. I just wanna have fun with you. I'm considering that you accepted my offer"

My face is burning with anger. Can't he understand what I said to him before?!

" I already told you that I don't want it. So, stop chasing me!" I shouted.

Out of the blue, he pulls me towards him and landed his lips on mine.

A second feels like an hour. I feel disgust. I feel like I'm going to throw out. I stabbed him with a knife and sliced his throat until the blood come out. It splashed on my favourite t-shirt. I grinned and laugh like an idiot. A big laugh. A feeling of satisfied is spreading like virus. I took the knife from his body then stabbed him numerous times.






Just kidding.

" Jieun !"

I turned to my left and there I saw who's I've been looking for. My eyes widen. I saw hurt through his eyes. Oh no !

" Jungkook, this is not like what you saw " I explain but he's taken a back step. Like he was running from me. I'm hurt. But he's more hurt. I step forward and he step back.

" Please Jungkook. Don't run from me " I plead. I'm broken without you. Jungkook shook his head furiously.

" I'm sorry " and with that he walk away. I can chase him but my whole world just stop spinning as soon as Jungkook leave. I fall down. Tears streaming down on my cheeks then fall to my lap.

I'm hurting my love.

Suddenly, anger flashed through me. I look up. The guy before he was staring at me scared. I stand up. I walk to him. I slap his cheek hardly.

" How dare you ! How dare you hoe! You stupid! Can't you just leave me alone when I said so ! You jerk" I punch his chest.

" Jieun stop !" Someone pull me from the guy. I shouted and yell curse words at him. He still look shocked and his cheek was red at the place I slapped him. Serve him !

" Let me go ! I must kill this guy. He ruined me! He ruined my love! My love ! Jungkook !" At first I was struggling then I drop. I was crying hardly. My chest hurt from the pounding at my heart. I feel pain. Jungkook just hating me more. He's hating me. I can't see him again.

" Jieun please calm down " that person hug me and I know that is Taehyung. I look up. Taehyung giving me a sympathetic look while Jimin give me a sad smile. I can't. I can't look at them anymore.

" He's hating me more " I weakly said . All my energy gone when I'm struggling hard. I don't feel my legs anymore.

" No he's not. Please don't say that. " and once more he hug me. I cried again.

" Taehyung. Jimin "

" Yes" they both say. I smile.

" Can you two leave me alone for a while?" I ask still look down. I want to be alone. I'm just want to cry alone and out a loud. I don't want anybody see me like this.

" Yes we can. Please take care of yourself and don't harm yourself okay?" Jimin said. I smile even thou they don't see it.

Then they walk away. I stand up. And walk away from school.

Every steps I take I will keep thinking about Jungkook. He's everything to me now.

I still remember when I fainted at the funfair. It were the best time and for the first time he apologized to me. I was kind of shocked. And the day we late to school and get detention. Me and Jungkook together is no, no to me. But now, I was dying to be with him even one minute. And the most unforgettable is when he gave a kiss on my cheek when I gave him one chance. Well, I think he don't use it so well but kind of because I'm now start to trust him. I'm missing Jungkook.

I sighed and walk. Walk. And walk. I don't know what I'm doing. And then I realize, I was in front of their apartment. How they're doing ? I'm just going too turn around when I heard Jin calling me. I turn back and smile to him. I saw he was getting in his car. I walk to him.

" Hey Jin. Long time no see " I wave. He wave back.

" Yeah.. "

" Where are you heading ?" I ask him.

He smiled " Buy some foods. They're starving but lazy enough to get their butt off to buy something" I chuckled.

" Jieun. Can you follow me. I need a company to buy. " I nodded. I'm not doing anything beside. I need to get some peace btw.

" Great. Get in" I open the door and get in.

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What a sad chapter. This story is going to finish soon. I going to finish this story first and then update the others. To my others story readers please wait for it okay. I'm so sorry. My birthday just past two days ago. 25/11. I just hope u can wish me. Haha..

I'm waiting for BTS comeback too!!!

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