what is an AV?
an AV is an artistic vision, aka the key to how my brain worked out the nitty gritty detail for this book. i do one for every book now, and this is the first one i'm publishing! i'm so excited and i hope you guys like it because so many things are revealed about the book and the upcoming sequel in this inside look within my brain.TABLE OF CONTENTS
NULLA: INTRO
I: THE ONLY METAPHOR
II: THEMES
III: CHARACTER ANALYZATION
IV: NEW YORK CITY
V: CHAPTER TITLES
VI: THE ORAL SEX NOUIS CHAPTER
VII: FOR SEARCH PARTYNULLA: INTRO
welcome to the beginning of the end:
the creative train on this book was very... well... sexual. i'll be completely honest with you all and say that the basis of this story began because i was extra aroused the day i thought of it. and though witnessing harry and niall's sexual tension is fun, soon i got into the story more metaphorically, and things got crazy.
I: THE ONLY METAPHOR
the hotel room:
for those of you that haven't figured out yet, the title refers [hotel room 108] to the hotel room where harry and niall have sexual relations for the first time. but that hotel room has a lot of significance. i guess i should begin by saying this; one if the the themes of the story is secrecy. secrets and trust are a huge thing in this book. with corporate business owners and harry being the assistant ceo of marvel, crazy things are bound to happen with rich people.from the beginning of the book, you can see that people are hiding things from day one [example: tiffany]. this book is purely based on secrets and lies and how they can destroy people and relationships single-handedly. in this novel, harry (essentially, the styles' family) has deep dark secrets buried beneath them. one by one, secrets keep getting uncovered and they're destroying the lives of harry and his family. meanwhile, poor niall is stuck in the middle of the pandemonium, being harry's boyfriend and technically his closest companion. not to mention, the horan family has it's own problems, with most of them centering on niall himself.
the hotel room symbolizes purity. the time in that hotel room is the only time that niall truthfully sees harry for who he really is. it was private, secluded, the only place that harry had no secrets to hide or pain to subdue, he just had niall.
niall had harry, and harry had niall. all that was enclosed with them in that room was each other in complete intensity. in the end, it's the only true piece of their relationship worth saving because though there will be bittersweet moments and endless loving, nothing will compare to the way they stripped down to the point where there was nothing for them to be ashamed of.
II: THEMES
the elites:
obviously there's one common theme in this book; rich people with so much money they don't know what to do with their lives. tiffany, an already filthy rich gold digger that dates not only niall, but many other men for their money. and then she spends practically over 10 million dollars on a destination wedding for a man she's only she's only dating for sex and money. it's sick, but niall and harry symbolize the idea that sometimes there's beauty hidden in the standards.trust:
a recurring, terrifying problem between zouis and narry. niall and louis have both obviously been through a lot of hardships, some being extremely serious. harry and zayn kind of have to work their asses off to gain their trust, harry more than zayn. niall has this belief; and though it's crazy, i have it to. in fact, that's where it came from; me. in chapter 44, niall says that people don't just fall in love with him without a catch. this is kind of my downfall in real life. it's tedious, but i can't just, trust. i need to know every little detail of the relationship. there's no going with the flow, and i drew that from myself to insert into his character.
YOU ARE READING
hotel room 108 [narry au]
Fanfiche was the savior i didn't know i needed; the man who showed me i'm worth more than who i think i am. he came on too strong, and i ran. but i didn't know i was running from the best thing that ever happened to me. © brianna lauren 2015 [second place...