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Mockingjay Part 2 aftermath

     Good movies are the only things which leave my heart heavy. I'm the only one to stay for the credits. The only one who would prefer to sit in silence the whole way home with nothing but the emotions revolving in my mind. It's those moments of reflection when silence can be golden. And maybe I am the only one who feels this deeply. I don't cry, I can't let it out, and maybe that's why it all gets built up so strong inside of me. After something this deep, I prefer to melt slowly back into reality. Because we all know reality is there no matter what we want to happen. But when I'm watching it up on that big screen, nothing but me and the beauty of the visuals and the music full-blast and surrounding me, I'm in a different world. And there are always those few moments before I come back to reality, when I still feel it the strongest. And it's those few moments through which I can express myself. It's all going to fade. I'll never be able to see Mockingjay Part 2 for the first time, on a big screen, ever again. But I'm for taking advantage of the beauty while I can. These good experiences, they don't happen often, and we all know they'll be gone whether we want to stay in them forever or not. But the best we can do is enjoy them while they're there. Let the beauty flare up in our souls. The nostalgia. The thrill of so many things coming together, the added beauty of a sequel stacked on top of everything that's already gone by. Part 2 was incredible. It was everything I hoped it to be. After the first part, it was twice as beautiful looking back. The feeling when the instrumental of The Hanging Tree played, and everything went back to Part 1, the movie through which I developed my strong love for this series. And the morals, the meaning, I feel the deepest. It even reminded me of the third book of MCU a little. The tragedy which can't be replaced, the devastation, the brokenness turned to healing. Coming to terms with your mind which will forever be corrupted by darkness because of the things you've gone through. There's a way to live with it all. War is a personal thing to every family, every individual. We are all broken inside, but the hardest part is knowing who you can trust and who you can't. Everyone is different, and we can try to use war to solve our differences, but it will only make us hungry for love. So we can use our differences to separate us or to unite us, but it's our choice.

And then my friends be like
"Did she die"
"IDK GIMME THE POPCORN"