Finding Us

Chapter 17

Catherine's POV:

I walked through the room my hand was on the wall. There was a knock on the door that stopped me in my tracks. Alexis's head popped in as she said that she was going to leave for the night and that someone was here to see me. A small smile appeared in the corner of my lips to tell her that I was okay with someone coming in.

She walked away from the door leaving it open a crack. A guy walked in  he looked a little familiar, but that was probably because he was the same guy that was in all the pictures. He was the one that always had a fake smile from what I could tell. "Hey kitty." he said, a small unconvincing smile spread across his face.

"Um... I don't know your name, I'm sorry." He looked a little upset but as if he understood.

"I know it happened to me to."

"Wait so you got your Memories back?"

"No, not really mostly just names and faces."

I looked down at the ground a little upset because if he can't get his memory back then what hope do I have getting mine back.

"I got a couple of my feelings back, you know."

I looked up at him my eyebrows twisting into a v shape. My mouth opened but my brain stopped me from saying anything. I was at a loss of words. He came towards me his hand placed on my cheek. I closed my eyes and it all came to fast and it was unclear as to exactly what it was. I winced in pain, my hand shot up to my head, and I began getting dizzy.

"Catherine? Catherine whats wrong? Alexis get in here!"

I was seeing things in painful flashes. I wasn't sure what it was but it hurt so bad. The sound of feet coming closer and closer began to scare me.

"Kian what happened? Whats wrong with her?"

"I don't know she just dropped, somethings happening to her."

"Call an ambulance. Kian call them now."

He ran out of the room the door swinging open. As he was gone Alexis was by my side holding me in her arms. The pain from my head started slowly going away, along with whatever it was that I was seeing.

"Catherine Its going to be alright, the ambulance is coming your going to be fine."

"No, I don't want to go back there"

I looked up and saw the guy running back in with the phone in his hand. He still hadn't called them from what I could tell because he was dialing the number now. "Kian don't." I tried to sit up a little. He looked down at me his expression filled with surprise.

He slowly walked to me and kneeled down next to Alexis. "Do yo.. you remember me?" I smiled and shook my head. "I remember the name that goes to that face." I let out a small chuckle and pointed at him, with a small headache still present.

"I don't know what happened but I seriously hope it doesn't happen again."

"Your telling  me I thought you were having a seizer." Kian said.

"Yeah when Kian called me in I thought for sure you were dead or something."

"Well I guess its a good thing I'm not. but I do need to sleep of the massive headache I have."

They both shook their heads and helped me to my feet. As they laid me in my bed and walked out the door I slowly drifted away until everything was black and I was in a deep sleep.

I was standing in a white room at first it was just a a box until five doors appeared. I spun in circles until one of the doors burst open. My circling stopped and my feet lead me to the open door. As my foot was inches from crossing the brink of the door I was stopped by a screaming guy.

I stumbled backwards scared from my life. I fell to the ground landing on my butt and kicking the door closed. My head shoot back and forth hoping to to find something to use to defend myself. I scooted my way into the middle of the room.

All at once all the doors busted open and I let out a scream. My head went in between my knees as I curled into a ball. I looked up for a second just to five kids who all looked familiar. They walked out slowly step by step screaming.

They were only saying the same thing over and over again. I started screaming in terror. Tears ran down my face. "Its all your fault! Its all your fault! Its all your fault!" I started sobbing and screaming trying to drown out the noise. "No! What did I do?"

The tears fell from my eyes blurring my vision. "Its all your fault! Its all your fault! Its all your fault!" They kept yelling over and over again. Although they kept yelling it the noise slowly faded until it was completely gone. The doors slammed shut and the voices were gone.

I opened my eyes and wiped away the tears. My cheeks were red and warm. I could feel my heart beating faster and faster. As my vision slowly came back to me I glanced down at my hands to see them stained red with blood.

I let out a loud scream and looked down at my feet where there was a girl laying there blood dripping from her mouth. She was dead and I'm pretty sure that I killed her. "No, No, NO, Whats going on?" I screamed holding the girl in my arms.

I woke up screaming, my eyes still closed, and my hands gripping the side of the bed. When my eyes finally yanked open I was greeted by a smile. Kian sat down next to me holding me in his arms. As his hands went through my hair brushing it out of my face. "Its okay Catherine is was just a dream."

A few tears fell from my eyes as a small smile crept on my face. "Thank you," I said looking up at him. "I would do anything for you, Its going to be fine its all going to be ok..."

Hey guys I would love some feedback on this chapter so go ahead tell me how it was, if you want. Just so you know Catherine doesn't have all her memory back all she has is a few names and faces. I love you all and I hope you love the story :) Kisses
~Catherine