Summer After High School (Brendon Urie/ Pete Wentz)

Part 21

I looked at mirror and for some odd reason I couldn't manage to grasp everything happening around me at the moment.

"Nervous?" Sarah my best friend from high school asked before Macie bursted out crying but i couldn't manage to turn away. I wasn't trying to be conceded or anything it's just that seeing myself in a white mermaid dress, with my curled hair ending right at my shoulders reminded me that everything that has happened in the past months was real and today was actually my wedding day...My wedding day. I repeated in my mind before comming back into the realization that my six month old daughter was crying or had been crying.

"I can handle her from here" I offered to take Macie from Sarah.

"Don't worry I can handle her" 

"It's your wedding day you  deserve to have the day to yourself" she assured me while feeding Macie her bottle.

"Thanks Sarah I appreciate it" I thanked her before hearing a knock on the door so I checked the peep hole and saw Brendon on the other side of the door.

"Sarah" I whispered to her

"Yeah?" She answered

"Can you go into into the restroom for a little bit? I have to talk to someone in private" I asked 

"sure" She replied without questioning my odd favor so she put Macie back on the bed.

So I opened the door for Brendon and let him in.

"so todays the big day" he said taking a seat next to Macie on the bed 

"Yeah I still can't process it" I forced myself into a smile.

"She looks just like Pete" he added picking her up and holding her.

"She does.  Brendon, is there a particular reason you're here? Because i'm short on time."

"Do you honestly not have time for me?' He chuckled 

"It's my wedding day" I mumbled

"I should be pissed of at you but no i'm here trying to make amends but you all of a sudden don't have time for it" he raised his voice. 

You seem pretty pissed Brendon I thought but decided to keep it to myself.

"You broke my heart. It was supposed to be you and me. From the moment I saw you on tour I knew you were the one for me but I messed up. Because somehow you ended meeting Pete and I knew I had   to try twice as hard for you after you met him but for some reason my hardest wasn't enough. I was the one who asked you to marry me when you thought you were pregnant with Pete's baby on the tour. I was the one who asked you to marry me when Pete denied you to the whole world. I was the one but you just couldn't see that.You still can't see that" He explained as calmly as he could without losing it.  "and i've been trying so hard to get over the fact that my best friend is with the girl of my dreams, is the father of the girl of my dreams baby, and is going to marry the girl of my dreams and i've tried so hard to convince myself that you aren't the one for me but I can't no matter how hard I try to forget you I can't. Every time I see something that reminds me of you I also realize that i'm not over you and I don't know how to live with myself knowing it's not with you." He said looking at Macie who's in his hands.

"I wouldn't of minded raising her" He said putting her back on the bed and making his way to the door

"I regret coming here because now that i've seen you in your wedding dress I can't get this image out of my head. He doesn't even deserve you, you're too good for anyone I know even me but I know I could make you happier than he ever could"

"I'm walking down the aisle and Pete really wants you at the wedding" was all I managed to get out "After all you two were best friends" 

"I got the invitation" Brendon said harshly before opening the door and slamming it as he left causing Macie to cry and Sarah coming out to comfort her.

"We should really get going it's almost time for the wedding" Sarah suggested while calming Macie down

Sorry I just now published this part I was in the middle writing another story when I realized I had a draft saved under this book when I could of sworn I had published this part.